Some say:
If you love someone,
just let it go,
return it's freedom,
and let mother nature take it's course...
If he/she is yours,
he/she will definitely come back to you,
eventually...
Think it is the right thing to do...
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Might
No matter what or how others said about you,
that doesn't really matter,
the most important thing is,
how we look at ourselves...
If there's something or someone out there,
that you wanna do or you wanna be with,
just go for it,
because the only one that will stands in your way is always
YOURSELF...
that doesn't really matter,
the most important thing is,
how we look at ourselves...
If there's something or someone out there,
that you wanna do or you wanna be with,
just go for it,
because the only one that will stands in your way is always
YOURSELF...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
History
Shock to hear that...
Flashing back & enjoying...
Besides that, I'm also quite happy ^__^
Wish: All the best & G.L on the SPM....
Flashing back & enjoying...
Besides that, I'm also quite happy ^__^
Wish: All the best & G.L on the SPM....
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
The Promiss
It was just a mere trick...
And it always is...
Always was...
A big fat lie...
However...
Hopefully now...
It can have a chance to become reality...
G.L
And it always is...
Always was...
A big fat lie...
However...
Hopefully now...
It can have a chance to become reality...
G.L
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
《放心不下妳》
我放心不下妳 男孩跟女孩是在音樂會上相遇的 男孩的鋼琴獨奏深深的吸引女孩注意 經過幾次的邀約後，他們便開始交往了 ... 男孩出生在富有人家裡，父親因經商而賺了很多錢 男孩是獨生子，從小便被受呵護，男孩的個性內向，凡事都聽從父母 女孩並非像男孩一般幸運，她自小父母雙亡，與弟弟相依為命 需要半工半讀來付自己與弟弟的學費 她弟弟因為結交了不好的朋友，平時壞事做盡 但對於姊姊他一向很尊重，所以當他知道姊姊為他而打工賺錢時 他便決定繼續唸書，本想休學的念頭，就此消失無蹤.... 交往一年多，女孩從不去想男孩的家境，她愛他並不是為了他家財產 但男孩的富裕是眾所皆知，而男孩從也不再別人面前誇耀自己 兩個非常相愛，亦是別人眼裡的金童玉女，多讓人羨慕呀 一天，警察局打電話給正在打工的女孩，告知她弟弟出事了 她連忙打了通電話給男孩，想不到當她到警局時男孩竟已在警察局了 原來，女孩的弟弟飆車時一不小心竟衝向人行道，一名婦人當場死亡 而那名婦女剛好就是男孩的母親... 自己女朋友的弟弟是殺害母親的兇手，男孩無法接受這個打擊 在考慮很久後男孩終於做了決定 『我們分手吧！』男孩壓抑自己的激動，勉強的吐出這句話 『對不起！』女孩沒有哭、沒有鬧，冷靜的使人出乎意料之外 因為女孩心想是自己的弟弟惹來的禍，所以她也不怨天尤人 『祝你幸福！』男孩沒說話，反倒是女孩說了 女孩輕輕的從男孩身旁走過，淚.......也從臉頰悄悄的滑落下來 分手...對彼此都好，男孩一再安慰自己，他的決定是對的 但他過沒幾天就後悔了，少了女孩的日子，一切都變的沉靜 原來要忘記一個人真的很難，何況必須忘了他最深愛的人 ... 男孩成天以酒澆愁，他不再活躍、不再歡笑，變的比以往更加陰深 男孩的朋友都知道除了這個女孩外，沒有人能救得了他 有一天，男孩獨自在KTV喝得酩酊大醉，他迷迷糊糊中感覺有人扶著他 不過因為力氣不夠而摔倒，這一跌男孩酒醒了 不可思議的他發現扶她竟是那女孩 ... 『你有怎樣嗎?對不起！』女孩急忙的道歉，擔心男孩表露無疑 『是你！』男孩呆了，這...怎麼可能 『.......』女孩沉默 『你怎麼會來？』男孩有些冷淡的說 『我放心不下你啊！』此時女孩的淚已經奪框而出 『不哭了...』男孩一手將女孩抱入懷中 那天，男孩不知道怎麼回到家的，他只記得他擁抱著女孩 其他的他都不記得了... 當他宿醉醒來後，發現自己躺在床上，女孩已不在身邊他不禁慌了 瞬時他拿起外套往女孩家奔去 ... 時他想終於清楚了，為什麼他總愛將那個意外怪罪在她身上呢？ 他們的感情是無辜的，他決定告訴女孩他原諒她了 他想和女孩永遠在一起，再也不要跟女孩分離 當他到達女孩家中時，女孩的弟弟迎著他走來說著 『我就知道你會來...姊...等你很久了...』 男孩焦急的說：『她在哪裡？我想見她！』 女孩弟弟回答： 『姊姊她...她已經去世了！』 男孩一臉驚訝的說：『為什麼...我們...昨天還見面...不可能呀！』 弟弟傷心的說：『昨天...姊姊的頭七...她說一定要等你來才入殮』 『怎麼會這樣....說啊！』男孩瘋了似的大吼 弟弟哽咽的說：『姊姊在你們分手之後...每天都拼命的工作...想忘掉你最後因為睡眠不足，又加上感冒引起了急性肺炎，一星期前她就走了．．．』 姊姊臨終前她說：『想再見你一面但是卻等不到...』 『她怎麼能這樣...』不能...不能這樣對我? 『去看看她吧！她很想念你！』女孩的弟弟揮揮眼淚便離去了 隔著玻璃裡面的女孩，沒了往常的微笑，只剩蒼白的臉龐 『我來了！妳為什麼不起來？妳不是一直在等我？』男孩哭了 『我原諒妳了呀，那是件意外跟妳無關，我不要分手了我不要妳離開，我要守護著妳，我不會放開妳的』 『妳記不記得？妳以前常問我妳漂不漂亮？ 嗯~妳好美，真的！妳在我心裡是最漂亮的！我好愛妳 ....好愛好愛妳！妳知道嗎？』 『如果妳醒來，我就原諒妳，我們結婚！妳不是很嚮往嗎？ 我們就永遠在一起，只要妳起來，求求妳！醒來！好嗎？？.....』 翌日清晨，當大家發現男孩時，他已經服毒自盡死在女孩的身旁 你怎麼會來...？因為...我放心不下妳......
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Mixture
年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店 打工的女孩,
他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香菸,
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,
當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,或者是心情不好的時候,
年輕人就會出現, 他會陪女孩說說話, 或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友,
面對年輕人如此的關懷,自己也不知道如何婉拒他.
有一天商店外頭運來一台娃娃機,女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,
年輕人知道以後,就去夾了一隻娃娃送給女孩,
當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,
年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,
只是自己對女孩的喜歡已經超出自己所預期的,
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心看到原本開朗風趣的年輕人變得如此消沉寡歡,
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情,
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃,最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧!
這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,
她決心讓兩人恢復到店員和顧客的關係.
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,
於是他每天夾娃娃,
有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾 中為止.
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,
因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不 可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,
她只能不斷猶豫.
就這樣1天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,
而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤 單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的 生日,
與男友吵了一架,
而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,
他對女孩說,
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭 .
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,
這時女孩才發現到,
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.
只是一切都...
女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現,只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,
以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,
可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,
隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,
妳也不可能會喜歡我,
我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,
這樣就足夠了,
如果妳看到了這封信,
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,
對不起,
或許我的努力還不夠吧,
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..
女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,
這時已經變成植物人的他,
眼睛流下了淚水...
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緣份 是一種很 炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。
當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現 。
所以，從此刻開始，大家要懂得珍惜它，珍惜生活在你 周圍的所有人，無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.......Ｃ~Ｈ~Ｅ~Ｒ~Ｉ~Ｓ~Ｈ
在你一生當中，能交到多少個知心朋友 ??
雖然你們實際上才認識不久，不過感覺上卻像好久好久 。
你有這種朋友嗎???
就是你們很談得來，什麼都分享，什麼都聊，一輩子也 不厭倦的那種。
如果你有這種朋友，趕快對他說:這一生中最知心的朋 友就是你，絕對錯不了!!~而且永遠也不會改變 !~
ＩＮＴＩＭＡＴＥ ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳ~~~
我們 有緣 而相識
我們 有緣 而相聚
我們 有緣 而交換心靈
我們應該彼此 珍惜 相處的每一刻
更應該 珍惜 你現在所擁有的一切
此生才不會悔憾
ＬＯＶＥ??!!
是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百 ，你 無時無刻 都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十 ，你 常常 都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十 ,你 只有偶爾 會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極，喜歡會讓人開心，
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人 ，你不見得 會喜歡他，也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人 ，有可能 你只是欣賞他，但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時 ，你一定是 基於欣賞，慢慢變成喜歡，然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時，剛開始那只是出於“欣賞” 。
當他們交往一段時間後，可能會變成“喜歡”，但也可 能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”，至於“愛”，很難說，說不定你一輩子都找不到。
ＬＩＫＥ~~~~
有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，卻說 不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。 不喜歡一個 人，卻是事實。
事實容易解釋，感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人，我們覺得一見如故， 我們的內 分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化，很很想靠近她，想擁抱她。
以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。
ＡＤＭＩＲＥ？!？
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理，你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的，我相信，這個世界裡再不會有悲 劇出現。
只可惜， 編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話，這齣戲任你再怎 麼努力去演，到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中，會有很多跟你合演的人，
但最終，只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)
ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳＨＩＰ=)
珍惜現在所擁有的，總比到時候完全失去了再也沒得的 好吧^_^
他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香菸,
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,
當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,或者是心情不好的時候,
年輕人就會出現, 他會陪女孩說說話, 或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友,
面對年輕人如此的關懷,自己也不知道如何婉拒他.
有一天商店外頭運來一台娃娃機,女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,
年輕人知道以後,就去夾了一隻娃娃送給女孩,
當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,
年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,
只是自己對女孩的喜歡已經超出自己所預期的,
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心看到原本開朗風趣的年輕人變得如此消沉寡歡,
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情,
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃,最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧!
這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,
她決心讓兩人恢復到店員和顧客的關係.
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,
於是他每天夾娃娃,
有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾 中為止.
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,
因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不 可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,
她只能不斷猶豫.
就這樣1天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,
而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤 單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的 生日,
與男友吵了一架,
而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,
他對女孩說,
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭 .
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,
這時女孩才發現到,
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.
只是一切都...
女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現,只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,
以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,
可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,
隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,
妳也不可能會喜歡我,
我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,
這樣就足夠了,
如果妳看到了這封信,
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,
對不起,
或許我的努力還不夠吧,
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..
女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,
這時已經變成植物人的他,
眼睛流下了淚水...
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緣份 是一種很 炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。
當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現 。
所以，從此刻開始，大家要懂得珍惜它，珍惜生活在你 周圍的所有人，無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.......Ｃ~Ｈ~Ｅ~Ｒ~Ｉ~Ｓ~Ｈ
在你一生當中，能交到多少個知心朋友 ??
雖然你們實際上才認識不久，不過感覺上卻像好久好久 。
你有這種朋友嗎???
就是你們很談得來，什麼都分享，什麼都聊，一輩子也 不厭倦的那種。
如果你有這種朋友，趕快對他說:這一生中最知心的朋 友就是你，絕對錯不了!!~而且永遠也不會改變 !~
ＩＮＴＩＭＡＴＥ ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳ~~~
我們 有緣 而相識
我們 有緣 而相聚
我們 有緣 而交換心靈
我們應該彼此 珍惜 相處的每一刻
更應該 珍惜 你現在所擁有的一切
此生才不會悔憾
ＬＯＶＥ??!!
是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百 ，你 無時無刻 都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十 ，你 常常 都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十 ,你 只有偶爾 會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極，喜歡會讓人開心，
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人 ，你不見得 會喜歡他，也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人 ，有可能 你只是欣賞他，但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時 ，你一定是 基於欣賞，慢慢變成喜歡，然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時，剛開始那只是出於“欣賞” 。
當他們交往一段時間後，可能會變成“喜歡”，但也可 能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”，至於“愛”，很難說，說不定你一輩子都找不到。
ＬＩＫＥ~~~~
有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，卻說 不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。 不喜歡一個 人，卻是事實。
事實容易解釋，感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人，我們覺得一見如故， 我們的內 分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化，很很想靠近她，想擁抱她。
以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。
ＡＤＭＩＲＥ？!？
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理，你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的，我相信，這個世界裡再不會有悲 劇出現。
只可惜， 編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話，這齣戲任你再怎 麼努力去演，到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中，會有很多跟你合演的人，
但最終，只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)
ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳＨＩＰ=)
珍惜現在所擁有的，總比到時候完全失去了再也沒得的 好吧^_^
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
What the Heck?!
Am i the one hearing things that i shouldn't or is it just my imagination?
Ain't someone line thiefing and now in my shoe or something?
Ain't someone line thiefing and now in my shoe or something?
Friday, October 16, 2009
Greater Aims
There are times we fall and there are times we rise; just like the sun and the moon; just like the melody that touches the heart of a human and just like the amazing waves in the sea. Yes, they rise and they fall, like a melody’s high and low, and because of that, it makes “it” even beautiful, an unpredictable mystery and a worth memorizing moment which is always the spot light which mostly catch the attention of all. Sometimes I ask myself, is it really true that the ups and downs can teach one to grow and perform the so-called ‘Human’s Evolution’? Maybe, in the near future, I will find out the so-called answer to that particular question that always drives me nuts. Yeah, sometimes I find myself quite crazy, as if I was going wild, cranky, insane, or even not being myself anymore. Well, maybe now I’m facing the down side of it. That’s why I’m creating this title. However, just who would be happy if you are feeling blue? Definitely not me! Whatever it is, I guess, I did what I can and what I must and most importantly, at least I try, by making the best out of it. My advised would be, don’t try to change something impossible that you really feel regret of, and don’t blame on yourself either. For your information, some errors are unavoidable and unpredictable as well. Not to mention, there is no known Mr. or Mrs. Perfect in this reality liked world. But most of all, it won’t be changed anyway. From my point of view, instead trying to change the impossible, why not try living with it, meaning live with your own regrets? Hey, things could be even worst you know? Sometimes, something is meant to be unknown and they are better off not knowing than knowing. It depends though, if it’s for the best of both worlds. I guess, try not to repeat the same mistake again is one solution. What I’m really trying to say is, at least now you know what you get as a result of your action. After that’s over, you won’t repeat the same thing again. Trust me; you won’t want to repeat that again. Dah, who would? If you know you will feel same regret on the same thing all over again? Who would be that stupid? So maybe it’s time for a change, try live with our regrets; maybe that will cure our future lives by making sure history won’t repeat itself. Well, as you know, a negative thinking is not a solution to anything or bringing benefits to anyone. One of my good friends once told me: "Forget the bad but keep the good as a prize for yourself." I think she might be pouring out something very interesting. Yeah, maybe the prize referring here is the solution to the missing puzzle. Anyway, I hope everyone will learn to forgive and forget; that goes to me as well. But come to think of it, it is really easier said than done. Still, I’m sticking to forgive and forget for a change. Well, I have been collecting meaningful phrases for some time, though I don’t have much in hand, I want to share a phrase that I’ve found in my colleges’ wall as it fits the title of the day. It goes like this: “People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” Yeah, it’s true, I totally agree with that phrase! Sometimes it’s not what people do to you, but it’s what people left after what they did to you. It is almost like leaving a scar on someone else, a deep dark scar. It’s a very selfish act, but fact remains, all human beings are somehow selfish in a way. Some may ask why. Why not try asking ourselves, are you willing to risk yourself, meaning by sacrificing yourself for the sake of others if it means SURVIVAL? As a, live or die dude? I guess not. If it is a yes, I don’t see that’s reasonable enough as you should have sacrificed yourself for others by now, not sitting down on a comfortable chair reading my blog. Well, hey, don’t get me wrong, after all, I’m just voicing out you know. Anyway, I think aiming for something higher, a far greater achievements is something people are searching all the while. However, there are times which we fall as we try to reach the “sky”, but that doesn’t mean it is impossible. Still, if it’s something ridiculously impossible like, I’m going to be a God tomorrow, then you will get responds that goes like this:”Dream on dude!” That is something similar to building castles in the air. There are also other things that are quite important. I guess it’s what we call a “promise”. There are times when I heard some saying that:”Rules are meant to be broken” but not promises, not that. Promises can be applied to a huge variety of choices. Some are for the others and some are for us. But take note that if you can’t handle something you think you can’t, don’t make your promises to both you and the others. Indeed, if you do, maybe you will lose something important and a mark will be deduced. A higher aim needs a person that keeps their promises as if they are keeping their gold, their treasure. I once receive something like a promise, well, it is, actually, and if I’m not wrong, I think it should be twice. Sadly to say, promises are easy to say, easier to make but hard to keep and to maintain. I hardly see someone who kept their promises solid these days, but I know there are, and there really are. It’s something more or liked, a talent, to me, I presume. Yeah, I guess I mean that as you can see, raw talent is rare stuff, but realization of raw talent is even rare. Oh man, sometime these rare businesses make me spins a lot. I guess both are rare to me! Still, every talent has to put in good use. Some goals or aims are only meant to be achieved by these talent holders as not everyone is capable of handling something. Anyway, everyone has its own abilities, and talent. Besides that, I think it’s not wrong or shame to start from zero. Like they said, the right way of going up is from zero to hero, there is no known shortcut to achieve a higher aim. If shortcuts are really put to use, I think you will see something extraordinary like the ones from the dramas- Hero to zero. Well, as for today, I might think that I’m overwhelming by something I somehow find it disrupting. I’m still learning, learning to upgrade myself as I proceed to a better standard. As higher aims in life needs higher discipline, I think I might still be lacking of it. Exams are just around the corner lately. Not to mention the assignments, oh man! It’s an eyesore. Blek!!! All in all, we all know rome was not build in one day, so best of luck to all and may your current aim now be a step closer to where you are currently standing…
Till then...(1230 W, new record)
Till then...(1230 W, new record)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Fallen Angle - The Devil
The devil rises again from the birth of a fallen angle...
(Therefore, back to square one, again, I guess...)
Still, a few "matches" tries to light up the candle in the demonizing darkness...
And surprisingly, that kept the core from total demonizing...
Thanks ^_^
(Therefore, back to square one, again, I guess...)
Still, a few "matches" tries to light up the candle in the demonizing darkness...
And surprisingly, that kept the core from total demonizing...
Thanks ^_^
Thursday, October 8, 2009
SOP (Different Version) =P
1.世界上没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人...
2.只要付出真心才会得到真心，却也能伤得彻底；保持距离就能保护自己，却注定永远寂寞...
3.通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人...
4.有时候不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重...
5.冷漠,有时并不是无情,只是一种避免被伤害的工具...
6.如果我们之间有1000步的距离,你只要跨出第一步,我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步...
7.为你的难过而快乐的是敌人,为你快乐而快乐的是朋友,为你难过而难过的就是那些应该放在心上的人...
8.就算是Believe中间也藏了一个Lie...
9.真正的朋友并不是在一起就会有聊不完的话题,而是在一起就算不讲话也不会感到尴尬...
10.朋友就是被你看透了也还能喜欢你的人...
2.只要付出真心才会得到真心，却也能伤得彻底；保持距离就能保护自己，却注定永远寂寞...
3.通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人...
4.有时候不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重...
5.冷漠,有时并不是无情,只是一种避免被伤害的工具...
6.如果我们之间有1000步的距离,你只要跨出第一步,我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步...
7.为你的难过而快乐的是敌人,为你快乐而快乐的是朋友,为你难过而难过的就是那些应该放在心上的人...
8.就算是Believe中间也藏了一个Lie...
9.真正的朋友并不是在一起就会有聊不完的话题,而是在一起就算不讲话也不会感到尴尬...
10.朋友就是被你看透了也还能喜欢你的人...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Treasure
杯子寂寞,
人倒进开水滚烫的感觉,
杯子想这是恋爱的感觉...
水变温了杯子便也觉得很舒服,
它想这也许是生活的感觉...
水变冷了,
杯子有些害怕,
也许这就是害怕失去的感觉...
水彻底的变冷了,
杯子很难受,
便想把水倒出来...
水终于被倒出来了,
杯子感到很舒服...
担当杯子不小心掉在地上摔成碎片的那一瞬间,
它猛然间发现每一个碎片上居然都还留有水的痕迹...
这时它才明白原来自己还是很爱水的,
于是它想再完整地爱一次水...
可是却已经不可能了...
所以,请珍惜身边的人...
人倒进开水滚烫的感觉,
杯子想这是恋爱的感觉...
水变温了杯子便也觉得很舒服,
它想这也许是生活的感觉...
水变冷了,
杯子有些害怕,
也许这就是害怕失去的感觉...
水彻底的变冷了,
杯子很难受,
便想把水倒出来...
水终于被倒出来了,
杯子感到很舒服...
担当杯子不小心掉在地上摔成碎片的那一瞬间,
它猛然间发现每一个碎片上居然都还留有水的痕迹...
这时它才明白原来自己还是很爱水的,
于是它想再完整地爱一次水...
可是却已经不可能了...
所以,请珍惜身边的人...
Monday, October 5, 2009
Envy
Why do people have to envy others?
This is a question to all, well, maybe…
Envy, it may be a good thing but sometimes it may be a bad thing one way or the other…
Well, sometimes I wonder why things have to be that way. Questions like, why him? Why me? Why you? Why them? Why her? Why? Why? Why? It drives me nuts and I don’t feel right…
It’s not a very good feeling though, I mean if you are envying someone who is your friend or maybe even somebody who isn’t actually your friend, I’m sure it is all the same…
I am going insane X_x sooner or later…
I’m kinda envying a person now, frankly speaking, it has been some time and it kinda bothers me a lot, mentally...
Well, it’s kinda funny to put it in actual words but I just don’t like it!
Haha, though it is what I feel, but to others, it is definitely not a problem, in fact they are going quite well with that…
There was a time which a person get what I mean accurately…
Still, that person is the same as the others…
Sometimes I may feel that I’m kinda stupid to even envy that person, instead, I think I should just forget about it and carry on my daily routine…
I know; this is not my piece of Greenland, not my cup of tea in the café and most of all, not my kind of place…
Although the fact remains, I had tried several times, or maybe more, trying to change the fact, struggling, and yet maintaining myself at the same time…
What kept me running all this while was actually my determination…
To tell the truth, being somebody else is something not right and also, it is hard to become somebody you are not…
It has been some time since the last I started to fake things out, trying to fit things and make things right…
Guess what, nothing change, disappointment is what I receive and what I learn by faking things out…
There are times where I stop my foot and start to think about all the possibility, how I wish things could be different…
Everything is in vain, that’s all I could conclude…
Today, I get to hear something that is quite an impact to me, well, kinda…
Actually, I get to understand the point that person was trying to tell, but sadly to say, I guess it was meant just for me…
Well, I’m kinda surprise to see that what that person’s saying was just mire WORDS to me, as another version is being showed to the others…
I was going like, what the hack?! Oh well, find then…
Maybe I was not good at those as I was really not good at those…
Camouflage, well, I guess I’m quite use to it, wearing a camouflage suit that is actually natural to me…
There are limits to everything, so does expiry dates for almost everything in this world, everything will vanish in time as time consumes everything in our lives…
Maybe it’s time for me to put a standstill to those silly things that I’ve been trying to do mainly to change…
Everything was in vain although months of trying…
Blank…
Nothing has change so far, and not even a thing seems effective around me…
Just when I think things is worst enough; a second One enters the stage unexpectedly…
Oh my God…
Things are really getting out of control for me…
Calm down, that’s what I told myself…
What I could say is it’s almost as bad as the first One for me…
I really think that things are not what I imagine it would be…
Still, I’m the one that seems to feel uncomfortable about it, so I don’t really feel that it is good for me to complain…
Everyone has their advantage…
Maybe I’m really like what I said I was…
Not really good at that…
Oh well, it’s not right for me to blame the others actually…
Maybe it is my own fault for the things that I’m feeling uncomfortable currently…
I’m trying not to blame the others…
As it is so wrong…
So I just wanna cast everything aside now…
I guess being me is the best solution to this…
So here I go, again…
This is not my place; this is not the place where I should go, and this is not what I want…
No one understands…
No one see the difference I try to make…
No one notices…
No one cares…
And no one even bother to ask, sometimes…
Yeah, maybe I’m just not fit to be there…
Maybe, maybe…
I’m tired of trying now, and I’m feed up of trying either…
Nothing makes sense…
Maybe I’m not trying hard enough…
But who cares, well, I don’t, and I mean now…
I might as well get my studies polished and make my way to the finish line ASAP…
As for this, maybe I will start to find greener grass where I could once again go wild like the horses do in the green fields…
Maybe there, I won’t feel like I’m nobody…
Maybe there, I will make something better out of it…
Maybe there, I will get others understanding more…
Maybe there, I will get other’s acceptation…
And maybe there, I will get my attention…
I am still searching…
I am still wondering without direction…
I am still a lone wolf…
I am still a camouflaged dragon…
And I am still myself…
I hope to find my place like I do at my hometown…
I simply felt warmer there…
It’s not whose fault and no one is to be blame actually…
One man’s meat is another man’s poison…
At least, that’s more or less something that I have heard before from my teachers…
Fact still remains as a fact in this cruel world…
Frankly speaking, after some time, I don’t think envy is the right word anymore, admiring is so much more accurate now…
I guess there is no point to envy or even to admire…
It won’t lead anyone anywhere…
Still, funny to say, this lone wolf still have a buddy, and I think I was so clear about others…
Haha, well, it’s really a blissful thing to say…
At least there is one, I guess, better than none…
There is a slight possibility that things might not be as bad as I think it was…
Well, I just wanna become the regular me…
Whether do I get the acceptation from the others, well, it depends now…
I’m really too lazy to even care about it now…
I had tried, but I never succeed, ever?
And I'm too tired...
No matter…
Maybe things may turn out well in the future, who knows…
See'ya ^_^
This is a question to all, well, maybe…
Envy, it may be a good thing but sometimes it may be a bad thing one way or the other…
Well, sometimes I wonder why things have to be that way. Questions like, why him? Why me? Why you? Why them? Why her? Why? Why? Why? It drives me nuts and I don’t feel right…
It’s not a very good feeling though, I mean if you are envying someone who is your friend or maybe even somebody who isn’t actually your friend, I’m sure it is all the same…
I am going insane X_x sooner or later…
I’m kinda envying a person now, frankly speaking, it has been some time and it kinda bothers me a lot, mentally...
Well, it’s kinda funny to put it in actual words but I just don’t like it!
Haha, though it is what I feel, but to others, it is definitely not a problem, in fact they are going quite well with that…
There was a time which a person get what I mean accurately…
Still, that person is the same as the others…
Sometimes I may feel that I’m kinda stupid to even envy that person, instead, I think I should just forget about it and carry on my daily routine…
I know; this is not my piece of Greenland, not my cup of tea in the café and most of all, not my kind of place…
Although the fact remains, I had tried several times, or maybe more, trying to change the fact, struggling, and yet maintaining myself at the same time…
What kept me running all this while was actually my determination…
To tell the truth, being somebody else is something not right and also, it is hard to become somebody you are not…
It has been some time since the last I started to fake things out, trying to fit things and make things right…
Guess what, nothing change, disappointment is what I receive and what I learn by faking things out…
There are times where I stop my foot and start to think about all the possibility, how I wish things could be different…
Everything is in vain, that’s all I could conclude…
Today, I get to hear something that is quite an impact to me, well, kinda…
Actually, I get to understand the point that person was trying to tell, but sadly to say, I guess it was meant just for me…
Well, I’m kinda surprise to see that what that person’s saying was just mire WORDS to me, as another version is being showed to the others…
I was going like, what the hack?! Oh well, find then…
Maybe I was not good at those as I was really not good at those…
Camouflage, well, I guess I’m quite use to it, wearing a camouflage suit that is actually natural to me…
There are limits to everything, so does expiry dates for almost everything in this world, everything will vanish in time as time consumes everything in our lives…
Maybe it’s time for me to put a standstill to those silly things that I’ve been trying to do mainly to change…
Everything was in vain although months of trying…
Blank…
Nothing has change so far, and not even a thing seems effective around me…
Just when I think things is worst enough; a second One enters the stage unexpectedly…
Oh my God…
Things are really getting out of control for me…
Calm down, that’s what I told myself…
What I could say is it’s almost as bad as the first One for me…
I really think that things are not what I imagine it would be…
Still, I’m the one that seems to feel uncomfortable about it, so I don’t really feel that it is good for me to complain…
Everyone has their advantage…
Maybe I’m really like what I said I was…
Not really good at that…
Oh well, it’s not right for me to blame the others actually…
Maybe it is my own fault for the things that I’m feeling uncomfortable currently…
I’m trying not to blame the others…
As it is so wrong…
So I just wanna cast everything aside now…
I guess being me is the best solution to this…
So here I go, again…
This is not my place; this is not the place where I should go, and this is not what I want…
No one understands…
No one see the difference I try to make…
No one notices…
No one cares…
And no one even bother to ask, sometimes…
Yeah, maybe I’m just not fit to be there…
Maybe, maybe…
I’m tired of trying now, and I’m feed up of trying either…
Nothing makes sense…
Maybe I’m not trying hard enough…
But who cares, well, I don’t, and I mean now…
I might as well get my studies polished and make my way to the finish line ASAP…
As for this, maybe I will start to find greener grass where I could once again go wild like the horses do in the green fields…
Maybe there, I won’t feel like I’m nobody…
Maybe there, I will make something better out of it…
Maybe there, I will get others understanding more…
Maybe there, I will get other’s acceptation…
And maybe there, I will get my attention…
I am still searching…
I am still wondering without direction…
I am still a lone wolf…
I am still a camouflaged dragon…
And I am still myself…
I hope to find my place like I do at my hometown…
I simply felt warmer there…
It’s not whose fault and no one is to be blame actually…
One man’s meat is another man’s poison…
At least, that’s more or less something that I have heard before from my teachers…
Fact still remains as a fact in this cruel world…
Frankly speaking, after some time, I don’t think envy is the right word anymore, admiring is so much more accurate now…
I guess there is no point to envy or even to admire…
It won’t lead anyone anywhere…
Still, funny to say, this lone wolf still have a buddy, and I think I was so clear about others…
Haha, well, it’s really a blissful thing to say…
At least there is one, I guess, better than none…
There is a slight possibility that things might not be as bad as I think it was…
Well, I just wanna become the regular me…
Whether do I get the acceptation from the others, well, it depends now…
I’m really too lazy to even care about it now…
I had tried, but I never succeed, ever?
And I'm too tired...
No matter…
Maybe things may turn out well in the future, who knows…
See'ya ^_^
Friday, October 2, 2009
Normal
Hi again...
As for today, there isn't much to write =p
Just feel like updating it, that's all...
Some of my friends in TPG is almost having there SPM...
I would like to wish them luck and all the best ^_^
And as for tomoro's activity...
Guys in TPG, I'm so sorry, can't go back la...
So sorry...
So I have to celebrate mooncake festival by doing my assignment =p
Hahaha, sounds almost like assignment festival xD
Well, I still thought today got people wanna go K box lo...
But sadly to say, it's just my imagination =_="
It's been a while since I went there, wish I could have a chance to go there again often like last time...
Moreover, I hope my NS friends can date me out to K soon =p
Hohoho, can't wait to party with them xD
Haha, just a normal day for me, today...
Come back, bath, play games for a while, sleep, wake up and have dinner...
And now, write about it...
^_^ Prom night, I'm looking forward to iT ^_^
As for today, there isn't much to write =p
Just feel like updating it, that's all...
Some of my friends in TPG is almost having there SPM...
I would like to wish them luck and all the best ^_^
And as for tomoro's activity...
Guys in TPG, I'm so sorry, can't go back la...
So sorry...
So I have to celebrate mooncake festival by doing my assignment =p
Hahaha, sounds almost like assignment festival xD
Well, I still thought today got people wanna go K box lo...
But sadly to say, it's just my imagination =_="
It's been a while since I went there, wish I could have a chance to go there again often like last time...
Moreover, I hope my NS friends can date me out to K soon =p
Hohoho, can't wait to party with them xD
Haha, just a normal day for me, today...
Come back, bath, play games for a while, sleep, wake up and have dinner...
And now, write about it...
^_^ Prom night, I'm looking forward to iT ^_^
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Past
Wow, last night, I really exceeded my limit...
From the minute I woke up, I went to college and had my kitchen class...
When I finish my class, wush, there I go again...
I ran home to take a bath mainly to refresh myself and to get rid of the sweat...
Later on, I went to Sungai Wang with one of my NS friend...
Hoho, and she was gonna choose a dress for her on going wedding dinner on this coming saturday...
We shopped for about 5 hours searching for a perfect dress...
Finally we saw one perfect dress that she likes...
WoW, she was so sexy and pretty in that dress...
Some how I think girls in dresses are so sexy >.<
Haha, and we go tempanyaki for dinner...
The Sukiyaki is very nice and very cheap as it is very big in size, those mad eaters can't miss it, but it is full of vegetables =p
It only cost about RM 10.00, not bad right?
When I reached home, my legs were really killing me, damn it was burning like hell...
Haha, I clean myself real fast and jump onto my bed to give myself some resting while sms'ing with my friends...
After that, I fall asleep as usual =p
Meanwhile, I had a strange dream, and I get all blank in the morning thinking of her...
That dream goes like this...
It was a sunny day in my school at Taiping, it is a high school actually...
I was enjoying my meal of "Nasi Lemak" in the canteen while people were playing soccer on the field...
When I'm feasting, suddenly, the discipline teacher came and had a spot check on the spot...
As I was so in to it, eating my delicious meal, that I didn't realize the disciplinary teacher was there...
In time, I was interrupted by them, a discipline teacher and a prefect by the side...
I was in my regular T-shirt and slippers, so I was being questioned and interrogated...
When everything is finished, I was so shock to see tons of photos appearing on my plate of unfinished Nasi Lemak...
When I turn the photo, I saw her on the photo, the very first girl that I fall in love with...
I was so shocked and surprise that I stood up Scannig around myself, searching for the guy who attached those photos on my plate but I fail to do that...
Everyone in the canteen was staring at me with astonishing eyes and I was like didn't really care about them...
The quantity of the photos was huge, and I started to tuck those photos in my pocket as fast as I could as I don't want anyone to see it...
Suddenly, I woke up by myself right before my alarm triggers...
I suddenly go blank and thought about her again, the photos were so clear...
It was her sweet little face, a face that I won't forget in my entire life...
She was a cute, beautiful, active, playful, smart, tough and a hardworking girl...
I was falling on my knees for her that time, real bad, haha...
She was not from a wealthy family but she was a willing to work kind of girl...
That is so my type of girl...
Although the world is being unfair to her, I still love her a lot...
She works at night to earn and to take care of her father while she manages her schooling and homework quite well...
At least that is what I get to know that time...
We were a happy couple back then...
But sadly to say, things didn't turn out quite well in the end for us, we had a serious misunderstanding and she stopped talking to me for two months...
Still, I waited for her...
I was so damn frustrated for some unfair decision she made but I waited patiently in the end...
Finally she gave me a call one night but she stated that she wanted to break up with me...
It was only the third month since we were a couple...
Surely I am the one who disagree, MOST! And I ask if things could be reversed, but I was rejected for she was too determine...
Till now, I still don't have a clear reason why she left me...
All she left for me was : "You are a good guy" and "Sometimes you treat me too good till I'm in a lot of pressure"...
I am totally lost within those phrases...
That day, I was so down that I can't even sleep and eat for a whole day...
I requested to met her the last time but was rejected as she says she may change her mind later on because she may missed the time we spent together or maybe something like that...
She once told me that she won't leave me that easily...
I trusted her with my heart and soul but still, the table turns...
So, that is how we broke up...
Till now, we walked our seperated ways for nearly about one and a half years...
She is still working in the same place but now she works twice as a two types of work...
Well, we still chat, only sometimes...
Quite rare, as she is a busy girl...
Now, I finally understand what the phrase "We are of the different world" means...
That is, after my second time of failure in relationship...
But sometimes I disagree...
It is because my parents set a very good example for that "Different" kind of world couple...
My dad was from a quite standard family while my mum was from a quite normal of maybe even lower than normal...
Although the fact remains cruelly, I admire my dad and my mum as they went through so many blockage together and they never give up...
Finally, they made it in the end...
And who says different worlds of people can't be together?
Well, not me, definitely NOT me...
I encounter the same thing again in my second relationship...
Man, why am I always the unlucky one?
I know I may end up with ThaT again way ahead of time as it is not an easy thing, but still, I press on with my heart and soul ; as I am trying to prove that this cruel world is not a match for true love...
Those kinds of things are not an excuse for me and moreover, that is the type of girls I like...
Well, I am really speechless now...
What I have in mind is...
Nothing is impossible if you put your heart and soul in it, even the impossible maybe a possible...
I just hope everything will turn out well throughout my unrevealed future...
I will try my very best to make the best out of everything in my life...
From the minute I woke up, I went to college and had my kitchen class...
When I finish my class, wush, there I go again...
I ran home to take a bath mainly to refresh myself and to get rid of the sweat...
Later on, I went to Sungai Wang with one of my NS friend...
Hoho, and she was gonna choose a dress for her on going wedding dinner on this coming saturday...
We shopped for about 5 hours searching for a perfect dress...
Finally we saw one perfect dress that she likes...
WoW, she was so sexy and pretty in that dress...
Some how I think girls in dresses are so sexy >.<
Haha, and we go tempanyaki for dinner...
The Sukiyaki is very nice and very cheap as it is very big in size, those mad eaters can't miss it, but it is full of vegetables =p
It only cost about RM 10.00, not bad right?
When I reached home, my legs were really killing me, damn it was burning like hell...
Haha, I clean myself real fast and jump onto my bed to give myself some resting while sms'ing with my friends...
After that, I fall asleep as usual =p
Meanwhile, I had a strange dream, and I get all blank in the morning thinking of her...
That dream goes like this...
It was a sunny day in my school at Taiping, it is a high school actually...
I was enjoying my meal of "Nasi Lemak" in the canteen while people were playing soccer on the field...
When I'm feasting, suddenly, the discipline teacher came and had a spot check on the spot...
As I was so in to it, eating my delicious meal, that I didn't realize the disciplinary teacher was there...
In time, I was interrupted by them, a discipline teacher and a prefect by the side...
I was in my regular T-shirt and slippers, so I was being questioned and interrogated...
When everything is finished, I was so shock to see tons of photos appearing on my plate of unfinished Nasi Lemak...
When I turn the photo, I saw her on the photo, the very first girl that I fall in love with...
I was so shocked and surprise that I stood up Scannig around myself, searching for the guy who attached those photos on my plate but I fail to do that...
Everyone in the canteen was staring at me with astonishing eyes and I was like didn't really care about them...
The quantity of the photos was huge, and I started to tuck those photos in my pocket as fast as I could as I don't want anyone to see it...
Suddenly, I woke up by myself right before my alarm triggers...
I suddenly go blank and thought about her again, the photos were so clear...
It was her sweet little face, a face that I won't forget in my entire life...
She was a cute, beautiful, active, playful, smart, tough and a hardworking girl...
I was falling on my knees for her that time, real bad, haha...
She was not from a wealthy family but she was a willing to work kind of girl...
That is so my type of girl...
Although the world is being unfair to her, I still love her a lot...
She works at night to earn and to take care of her father while she manages her schooling and homework quite well...
At least that is what I get to know that time...
We were a happy couple back then...
But sadly to say, things didn't turn out quite well in the end for us, we had a serious misunderstanding and she stopped talking to me for two months...
Still, I waited for her...
I was so damn frustrated for some unfair decision she made but I waited patiently in the end...
Finally she gave me a call one night but she stated that she wanted to break up with me...
It was only the third month since we were a couple...
Surely I am the one who disagree, MOST! And I ask if things could be reversed, but I was rejected for she was too determine...
Till now, I still don't have a clear reason why she left me...
All she left for me was : "You are a good guy" and "Sometimes you treat me too good till I'm in a lot of pressure"...
I am totally lost within those phrases...
That day, I was so down that I can't even sleep and eat for a whole day...
I requested to met her the last time but was rejected as she says she may change her mind later on because she may missed the time we spent together or maybe something like that...
She once told me that she won't leave me that easily...
I trusted her with my heart and soul but still, the table turns...
So, that is how we broke up...
Till now, we walked our seperated ways for nearly about one and a half years...
She is still working in the same place but now she works twice as a two types of work...
Well, we still chat, only sometimes...
Quite rare, as she is a busy girl...
Now, I finally understand what the phrase "We are of the different world" means...
That is, after my second time of failure in relationship...
But sometimes I disagree...
It is because my parents set a very good example for that "Different" kind of world couple...
My dad was from a quite standard family while my mum was from a quite normal of maybe even lower than normal...
Although the fact remains cruelly, I admire my dad and my mum as they went through so many blockage together and they never give up...
Finally, they made it in the end...
And who says different worlds of people can't be together?
Well, not me, definitely NOT me...
I encounter the same thing again in my second relationship...
Man, why am I always the unlucky one?
I know I may end up with ThaT again way ahead of time as it is not an easy thing, but still, I press on with my heart and soul ; as I am trying to prove that this cruel world is not a match for true love...
Those kinds of things are not an excuse for me and moreover, that is the type of girls I like...
Well, I am really speechless now...
What I have in mind is...
Nothing is impossible if you put your heart and soul in it, even the impossible maybe a possible...
I just hope everything will turn out well throughout my unrevealed future...
I will try my very best to make the best out of everything in my life...
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Yo
Yo, long time didn't update my blog already...
Well, it's really been some time cause I'm on a holiday xD
Haha, but too bad, my hometown's streamx is down, so I don't have the chance to surf the net though...
Anyway, been around my hometown and I went with my old friends...
So sweet of them, still remember me xD
Hahaha, though some of them are already couple...
Find it quite nice, although nothing much, the activity done, more or less like the one here...
But it's the matter of friends I guess ^_^
Kinda fun though, go to the movies...
And wow, first time to sit at the front line =="
Really got my head spinning and aching...
Haha, still it's kinda, different =p
Hehe, and we went singing, bla bla bla...
Well, kinda miss them now, so warm...
Hope to see them again ASAP ^_^
Haha, kinda feels like home when they are around =D
Now I'm back, to this town, hoping to start my first day of college...
Cause I can't wait to get my hands dirty xP
Oh, how I hope I could reach my goals, hoho...
Well, it's really been some time cause I'm on a holiday xD
Haha, but too bad, my hometown's streamx is down, so I don't have the chance to surf the net though...
Anyway, been around my hometown and I went with my old friends...
So sweet of them, still remember me xD
Hahaha, though some of them are already couple...
Find it quite nice, although nothing much, the activity done, more or less like the one here...
But it's the matter of friends I guess ^_^
Kinda fun though, go to the movies...
And wow, first time to sit at the front line =="
Really got my head spinning and aching...
Haha, still it's kinda, different =p
Hehe, and we went singing, bla bla bla...
Well, kinda miss them now, so warm...
Hope to see them again ASAP ^_^
Haha, kinda feels like home when they are around =D
Now I'm back, to this town, hoping to start my first day of college...
Cause I can't wait to get my hands dirty xP
Oh, how I hope I could reach my goals, hoho...
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Possibility
Anything is possible if we try, or maybe we have to try harder...
Even the impossible may become a possible if you place our heart and soul in it, keep trying and trying, in a correct way of course...
You won't know until you try, isn't it ^_^
Never give up without a fight, or you will regret it for the rest of your life...
We can choose to obtain the impossible bare handed or to give up everything without even give it a go and later regret about it...
What's the use of regreting anyway?
I'm sure we all have regrets in life, everyone has it and I'm not excluded, but do we wanna create more regrets after we learn about regrets?
Of course it's a big No nO...
So, what are you waiting for?
You should start trying whatever you think you wouldn't wanna regret later...
It won't hurt for anyone to try ^_^
Don't ever give up so easily in life, you can do it...
Go Go Go...
Even the impossible may become a possible if you place our heart and soul in it, keep trying and trying, in a correct way of course...
You won't know until you try, isn't it ^_^
Never give up without a fight, or you will regret it for the rest of your life...
We can choose to obtain the impossible bare handed or to give up everything without even give it a go and later regret about it...
What's the use of regreting anyway?
I'm sure we all have regrets in life, everyone has it and I'm not excluded, but do we wanna create more regrets after we learn about regrets?
Of course it's a big No nO...
So, what are you waiting for?
You should start trying whatever you think you wouldn't wanna regret later...
It won't hurt for anyone to try ^_^
Don't ever give up so easily in life, you can do it...
Go Go Go...
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Study
Yo, exams and test is around the corner xD
Hoho, need to study already xD
Study study, hope to get good result...
Good luck to all my friends...
Gambateh and GoGoGo =p
Hoho, need to study already xD
Study study, hope to get good result...
Good luck to all my friends...
Gambateh and GoGoGo =p
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Words
Today, I'm just in a mood to write something =D
Words, it is something very powerful in a sense of way. Some say that The pen is mightier than the sword. Well, I agree with that, somehow. As you can see, with a pen on a person's hand, he can write anything that comes in his mind, in fact, he can make an impossible possible in the world of "words"; comparing with a sword, a sword can only used to slice objects, but that also depends on the object or target, not everything can be slice or being damage by swords. One more thing about the comparison between these two, there is another fact. Pen, as one of the mother of words, can penetrate people's heart and damage them severally; unlike swords, it can only damage it physically and that can be cure by applying medicine. There is no known medicine that can cure the wound made by words, even till now, where our world is standing proudly in the name of technology, that fact still reminds. That is what I think, so far. With a pen in hand, we can create something far beyond our imagination. Haha, that is, if we have the skill to do that. Words, it meant a lot, just by looking at it. Anyway, everything has its both sides, The Angle & The Devil- which resemble the good and the bad, the positive and the negative. For what I think about this, everything has it speciality and its feedback, it's quite normal and it's the universal law. Ok, let's come to the point, we, use words to communicate and exchanging ideas throughout life. Unfortunately, because of that, conflicts happen. Sometimes, it happens without us knowing it though; while on the other hand, some conflict happens or is created purposely by someone to hurt or damage the other. As for my personal solution to cast aside unwanted clashing between others, I try not to make it a reality. Well, how to put that in simpler words? As everyone knows, although words are a powerful weapon sometimes, it is still a virtual reality thing. So that's why I declare things in a way of not making it a reality. If you do react and reply, you are just injecting life into the virtual reality words and place it in the reality world, whereby you are turning nothing into something. There are people out there that purposely use words to make people aggressive and toying with people's temper and so on. Although it's easier said than done, we should try not to make IT into a reality. If we do act in an out of control state, we are falling for it, into their trap. Try not to make ourselves suffer as all of us have a short life in this world, we should try to forget things sometimes. As what they say, forgive and forget. I like this phrase a lot because I totally agree with this amazing phrase. So, as a conclusion for today, try to forgive and forget, it will definitely makes life better ^__^
Words, it is something very powerful in a sense of way. Some say that The pen is mightier than the sword. Well, I agree with that, somehow. As you can see, with a pen on a person's hand, he can write anything that comes in his mind, in fact, he can make an impossible possible in the world of "words"; comparing with a sword, a sword can only used to slice objects, but that also depends on the object or target, not everything can be slice or being damage by swords. One more thing about the comparison between these two, there is another fact. Pen, as one of the mother of words, can penetrate people's heart and damage them severally; unlike swords, it can only damage it physically and that can be cure by applying medicine. There is no known medicine that can cure the wound made by words, even till now, where our world is standing proudly in the name of technology, that fact still reminds. That is what I think, so far. With a pen in hand, we can create something far beyond our imagination. Haha, that is, if we have the skill to do that. Words, it meant a lot, just by looking at it. Anyway, everything has its both sides, The Angle & The Devil- which resemble the good and the bad, the positive and the negative. For what I think about this, everything has it speciality and its feedback, it's quite normal and it's the universal law. Ok, let's come to the point, we, use words to communicate and exchanging ideas throughout life. Unfortunately, because of that, conflicts happen. Sometimes, it happens without us knowing it though; while on the other hand, some conflict happens or is created purposely by someone to hurt or damage the other. As for my personal solution to cast aside unwanted clashing between others, I try not to make it a reality. Well, how to put that in simpler words? As everyone knows, although words are a powerful weapon sometimes, it is still a virtual reality thing. So that's why I declare things in a way of not making it a reality. If you do react and reply, you are just injecting life into the virtual reality words and place it in the reality world, whereby you are turning nothing into something. There are people out there that purposely use words to make people aggressive and toying with people's temper and so on. Although it's easier said than done, we should try not to make IT into a reality. If we do act in an out of control state, we are falling for it, into their trap. Try not to make ourselves suffer as all of us have a short life in this world, we should try to forget things sometimes. As what they say, forgive and forget. I like this phrase a lot because I totally agree with this amazing phrase. So, as a conclusion for today, try to forgive and forget, it will definitely makes life better ^__^
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Disadvantage
Don't know why I felt different this few days as if things are going the wrong way for me although I didn't mean it. The disadvantage keeps knocking on my door and I'm really done for, quite. Life is not easy, seems like I've been torn to pieces, just like a paper, just like a broken glass. Sometimes I may feel lost for a second, as if I have lost a fragment of myself, a missing piece in the puzzle, a hole in my heart, empty, lost, and found again for the time being. Life is cruel, Life is hard, and it's not easy. Still, confrontation is my answer. If we see the same particular things in a different way, maybe, just maybe, we will see the goodness of that particular "thing". One way or the another, I will still grab hold to myself and make a path for myself bare-handed. The road which is chosen by me, myself, it must go on, if there's a start, there's an end. Although things starting to befall on me in a disadvantage way, yet I still think this is just the start of a new me in life. I bet everyone may have experience something more or less the same in their daily life, and I, no we, are just a small fragment which occupied the so-called life's stage - It's like an acting, it's like a show, although it's hard and it may even hurt you heavily & deep, it still have to go on; time will not stop for anyone of us in this universe, neither will it run faster for those who is suffering; the right and the proper way of doing something is always the hard way, it takes more than just brains, muscles and guts to walk that path. The one who manage to control, manage and disciplin themselves to the right path is the one who will really succeed in life. Have we ever though before? That everyone has the same amount of time and same amount of brain cells, but what makes a person succeed in life? Succeed in life is not something you can see only through a physically perspective, true succession in life brings true meaning of life, meaning of living, to overcome our weakness and to find your true self, that's what i think. Though success in life is everyone's dream, it has always been a rough road, a pain in the ass and the needle in the eye. Though knowing that, we still have to move on although things are in a disadvantage position for us. Be strong as "you are lonely only when you are alone, but that will never happen because you will always have yourself; if you like yourself, you will never get lonely". "A positive anything is better than a negative nothing"......
Be strong, be strong...
Be strong, be strong...
Warning! Disconnection!
Didn't you see why i din link others to my PERSONAL blog?
That is the reason why I don't want to link=="
But just for this time, i can make an exception cause you didn't get my warning...
If anyone of you wants to view this blog, be prepare, cause you will find facts and my own experiences throughout my life...
If the viewer can't take it or can't accept it, Please, LEAVE!!!
Don't leave any unwanted comments...
I treat this blog as my inner world's voice, to make it understandable, it is a me living in the internet...
So, this is my world, my blog, and my right to write what i feel and what i experience and if you dislike it, please don't view this blog as i never ever link any stranger's blog or what-so-ever, It's just that my Classmate pin it without my permission as they don't know my blog is a special place for ME!
So after this incident, I wanna make it PERSONAL...
Come to the point, that is the main reason why I never link anyone to my blog as I don't want any invaders to corrupt my blog, MY world and the one and only PLACE Which I feel comfortable voicing out my thoughts...
I just want a place which I can voice out my feelings...
Now that i have warn all the viewers, if anyone can't accept my PERSONAL blog, Kindly, Please, LEAVE!!! You will only leave comments that corrupts my WORLD. And I don't think you like that if someone did the same to you...
Please & Thank You!
That is the reason why I don't want to link=="
But just for this time, i can make an exception cause you didn't get my warning...
If anyone of you wants to view this blog, be prepare, cause you will find facts and my own experiences throughout my life...
If the viewer can't take it or can't accept it, Please, LEAVE!!!
Don't leave any unwanted comments...
I treat this blog as my inner world's voice, to make it understandable, it is a me living in the internet...
So, this is my world, my blog, and my right to write what i feel and what i experience and if you dislike it, please don't view this blog as i never ever link any stranger's blog or what-so-ever, It's just that my Classmate pin it without my permission as they don't know my blog is a special place for ME!
So after this incident, I wanna make it PERSONAL...
Come to the point, that is the main reason why I never link anyone to my blog as I don't want any invaders to corrupt my blog, MY world and the one and only PLACE Which I feel comfortable voicing out my thoughts...
I just want a place which I can voice out my feelings...
Now that i have warn all the viewers, if anyone can't accept my PERSONAL blog, Kindly, Please, LEAVE!!! You will only leave comments that corrupts my WORLD. And I don't think you like that if someone did the same to you...
Please & Thank You!
Well
Things goes normal today, like the weather...
What that is over, just let it go, no harm done^^
And i got one comment, wow, not a very nice one but hey, I cool with that...
But just one thing...
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What that is over, just let it go, no harm done^^
And i got one comment, wow, not a very nice one but hey, I cool with that...
But just one thing...
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Realize
I never thought I would come across a day when I came to realize life is not that beautiful-like I imagine it would be...
They say "it's even harder to be a good guy compared to being a bad guy"...
You know what? I came to realize that today...
And it also goes like this, "having one friend is better than having none at all"...
Unfortunately, from my point of view, trust and the understanding between friends is more to it. Meaning, I rather have only a few trustworthy and understanding real friends then having those who can't even get over with small things. From the choosing friend part, I really disagree on "having one is better than none". So when it comes to serious decision making, i will even choose none...
Not to mention, I came across things like "not everybody will like or agree with you all the time". Well, you could say it is very commonly heard, but I finally taste the meaning of this, the hard way. Not to say that I'm very mad at all these, cause I know what attitude the other holds, and i don't have issues about it as I tried to understand them as well. Now I got my answer, they don't need me to understand, well, fine to me. Shockingly, what i'm surprise is that one my good friend-that is, if that is what she thinks of me. She really doesn't have a clue about me does she? All these time, you mean I'm talking to myself? Well, maybe you are lucky to met someone like me, tell you this, i don't hate, sad, mad, angry or frust because of you doing so. My way of doing things is to forget. So if you take things that way, fine by me, I can just cast everything aside and say goodbye. So, you choose...
Guys, you know what? I'm not those people that don't take things seriously, you know? Yayaya, I know sometimes we shouldn't take things that serious like I do, but remember to set your limit. It's funny to think about it you know? But i plan to write about it and just forget about those who are in my way, cause you are not worth to remember, after all, you take things too personal and what's worst is, you treat things personal during work time and you know what? I pity these people, personal is personal, work is work, you should understand what I'm trying to say...
Oh ya, one last thing, this may sound a bit rough, but when I think it over again, I think it's way too funny and fake as well. You know what I'm referring to? Don't you guys find it weird that only you guys can't take the words? Seriously, as if you guys can't even take criticism. So sad, sad to say, "Good medicine is always the bitter one" and there isn't any good medicine which is sweet in the moment though, it's true. Haha, I get the message now. Still, I leave no trails of hate; didn't you guys see why I apologize to all of you, in front of everybody? It's quite hard for some people, but for me, I will do it for the sake of not having hateness to take over you all. Do ask yourself? Who is cheating themselves? Who lie in order to spoil my name? Who is the one that define I treat people differently? Who? And why? Did I? Or are you just lying to yourself to obtain satisfaction?
Don't ask me, ask yourself, and you will get the answer from the bottom of your heart...
I treat people equally back then, and drag no personal feelings towards it. Who is the one that treat things unequally now? Who start the fight? And who doesn't take things seriously when it comes to work?
I am telling you guys something here...
Hey, I am just doing my job here, do you think that I wanted to do that to all of you? I'm even lazier then you guys, you think being an RM is easy? Taking all the height, the responsibility, reminding all of you what you should do although I know some of you guys dislike it, hate it and later turn things around and blame it all on me. I am just doing my job here. I have no issues with you guys either, so don't take it too personal. I'm just doing what I should do as an RM as I AM an RM for today, you can't deny the facts. But I'm grateful, cause you had showed me what faces you have. And I can tell you that I find it ugly and not worth to obtain them.
And do remember, I am not like you guys, I can take what you guys can't, just tell me what I have done wrong...
Last but not least, what awaits us in the near future is still a mystery. So, just wanna present you guys something, "birds of a feather flock together" and I'm not one of them. I don't respect either of you now...
I only respect those who accept other's criticism and admit the fact that they are wrong sometimes. That is the being that I will respect the most...
Having the guts to admit yourself is wrong is something hard to a human being as we always think we are correct in most of the things. So I'm also trying to be one, as I don't want to be someone like you, like you guys, who can't even accept that you are wrong. People like you only know how to blame others...
Talk about that, it reminds me of something...
The so-called good friend that I'm referring here, please recall the incident you and that gang, why you leave that gang. Remember the reason? If you compare it with this time, I can only say, that gang and you, makes no difference at all...
Sad to say that...
They say "it's even harder to be a good guy compared to being a bad guy"...
You know what? I came to realize that today...
And it also goes like this, "having one friend is better than having none at all"...
Unfortunately, from my point of view, trust and the understanding between friends is more to it. Meaning, I rather have only a few trustworthy and understanding real friends then having those who can't even get over with small things. From the choosing friend part, I really disagree on "having one is better than none". So when it comes to serious decision making, i will even choose none...
Not to mention, I came across things like "not everybody will like or agree with you all the time". Well, you could say it is very commonly heard, but I finally taste the meaning of this, the hard way. Not to say that I'm very mad at all these, cause I know what attitude the other holds, and i don't have issues about it as I tried to understand them as well. Now I got my answer, they don't need me to understand, well, fine to me. Shockingly, what i'm surprise is that one my good friend-that is, if that is what she thinks of me. She really doesn't have a clue about me does she? All these time, you mean I'm talking to myself? Well, maybe you are lucky to met someone like me, tell you this, i don't hate, sad, mad, angry or frust because of you doing so. My way of doing things is to forget. So if you take things that way, fine by me, I can just cast everything aside and say goodbye. So, you choose...
Guys, you know what? I'm not those people that don't take things seriously, you know? Yayaya, I know sometimes we shouldn't take things that serious like I do, but remember to set your limit. It's funny to think about it you know? But i plan to write about it and just forget about those who are in my way, cause you are not worth to remember, after all, you take things too personal and what's worst is, you treat things personal during work time and you know what? I pity these people, personal is personal, work is work, you should understand what I'm trying to say...
Oh ya, one last thing, this may sound a bit rough, but when I think it over again, I think it's way too funny and fake as well. You know what I'm referring to? Don't you guys find it weird that only you guys can't take the words? Seriously, as if you guys can't even take criticism. So sad, sad to say, "Good medicine is always the bitter one" and there isn't any good medicine which is sweet in the moment though, it's true. Haha, I get the message now. Still, I leave no trails of hate; didn't you guys see why I apologize to all of you, in front of everybody? It's quite hard for some people, but for me, I will do it for the sake of not having hateness to take over you all. Do ask yourself? Who is cheating themselves? Who lie in order to spoil my name? Who is the one that define I treat people differently? Who? And why? Did I? Or are you just lying to yourself to obtain satisfaction?
Don't ask me, ask yourself, and you will get the answer from the bottom of your heart...
I treat people equally back then, and drag no personal feelings towards it. Who is the one that treat things unequally now? Who start the fight? And who doesn't take things seriously when it comes to work?
I am telling you guys something here...
Hey, I am just doing my job here, do you think that I wanted to do that to all of you? I'm even lazier then you guys, you think being an RM is easy? Taking all the height, the responsibility, reminding all of you what you should do although I know some of you guys dislike it, hate it and later turn things around and blame it all on me. I am just doing my job here. I have no issues with you guys either, so don't take it too personal. I'm just doing what I should do as an RM as I AM an RM for today, you can't deny the facts. But I'm grateful, cause you had showed me what faces you have. And I can tell you that I find it ugly and not worth to obtain them.
And do remember, I am not like you guys, I can take what you guys can't, just tell me what I have done wrong...
Last but not least, what awaits us in the near future is still a mystery. So, just wanna present you guys something, "birds of a feather flock together" and I'm not one of them. I don't respect either of you now...
I only respect those who accept other's criticism and admit the fact that they are wrong sometimes. That is the being that I will respect the most...
Having the guts to admit yourself is wrong is something hard to a human being as we always think we are correct in most of the things. So I'm also trying to be one, as I don't want to be someone like you, like you guys, who can't even accept that you are wrong. People like you only know how to blame others...
Talk about that, it reminds me of something...
The so-called good friend that I'm referring here, please recall the incident you and that gang, why you leave that gang. Remember the reason? If you compare it with this time, I can only say, that gang and you, makes no difference at all...
Sad to say that...
Sunday, August 30, 2009
おかしいように
Hoho, today nothing to do, so i clean up the kitchen with my housemates...
Wawa, took some time though...
Nothing special, watching animation as usual and gaming...
Talk funny, last night i went to 1u to shop...
I was so bored that i went to play the boxing thingy...
Guess what? I injured my tumb =="
Some how i felt stupid and funny, giving RM1 to injured myself...
Haha, i went to buy 1 pink shirt...
Wow, not bad, quite nice, though i feel it's kinda stupid that our lecturer ask us to wear in that matter...
However, i'm cool with it later on xD
Chao...
Wawa, took some time though...
Nothing special, watching animation as usual and gaming...
Talk funny, last night i went to 1u to shop...
I was so bored that i went to play the boxing thingy...
Guess what? I injured my tumb =="
Some how i felt stupid and funny, giving RM1 to injured myself...
Haha, i went to buy 1 pink shirt...
Wow, not bad, quite nice, though i feel it's kinda stupid that our lecturer ask us to wear in that matter...
However, i'm cool with it later on xD
Chao...
Friday, August 28, 2009
This is what one of my good friend wrote...
"真正的爱情不是用钱来衡量！不应该以钱来打量一个人的真心。相爱的两个人不一定要去什么高级餐厅用餐。就算在小餐厅也会吃出幸福和温馨的。一起散散步，谈谈心事那也是很快乐哒。把对方抱在怀里，每天拖手手很温暖的。给我，最快乐的，不是一起走广场，而是一起走百货市场。一起买蔬菜，选水果。一起选购家里缺少的日用品。理所当然不是叫你每天都去超市咯！如果去广场，我们可以一起看靓仔靓女咯！然后就得充当你的搬运工人了。在家里，一起准备吃的，在厨房里打情骂俏，那有几温暖吖！爱就是要学习维持。我们应该学习控制自己的情绪。不能因为吵架，往往把分开、分手挂在嘴边。你会说他不了解你，他不够爱你。你要的，他给不到。你会说：下一个会更好。可是你有没有想过？世界上是没有百分百了解你的人。下一个又下一个，你只是在那里浪费时间与青春。要对方了解你，
你就应该把你的想法告诉对方。大家一起商量，改进。不然当你们分开后，然后和别人开始新恋情，那时候你才会觉得之前的他会更好。因为你觉得累了，而之前的他你们彼此都了解了不少。现在又要从头开始，就只有累咯！不要轻易的牵手，更不要轻易的放手。"
Copy righted from: "Shu yang's blog"
Shu Yang, I totally agree with you!!! Let's Gambateh ^_^
你就应该把你的想法告诉对方。大家一起商量，改进。不然当你们分开后，然后和别人开始新恋情，那时候你才会觉得之前的他会更好。因为你觉得累了，而之前的他你们彼此都了解了不少。现在又要从头开始，就只有累咯！不要轻易的牵手，更不要轻易的放手。"
Copy righted from: "Shu yang's blog"
Shu Yang, I totally agree with you!!! Let's Gambateh ^_^
散歩に行く
Today go red box singing, but it's kinda weird...
Hahaha, and got people emo, even weird, damn it....
Hehe, but it's the same la, nothing special, finish singing go back d lo...
Nothing much to do also...
So damn bored, buy games to play but forget my computer is a hell of a shit, damn useless, can't support =="
So now like pig, sleep, eat and go out only lo, nothing much to do...
Felt empty some how...
Hahaha, and got people emo, even weird, damn it....
Hehe, but it's the same la, nothing special, finish singing go back d lo...
Nothing much to do also...
So damn bored, buy games to play but forget my computer is a hell of a shit, damn useless, can't support =="
So now like pig, sleep, eat and go out only lo, nothing much to do...
Felt empty some how...
Thursday, August 27, 2009
我理解します,したがって,我戻ってきます。。。。しかし,何我待機しています用- <<グレー虹>>
Now, i can only say that...
I'm too late...
Because, the rainbow has lost it's touch and colour...
Thought i could restore it in the beginning...
Too bad, things doesn't turn out to be as smooth as before...
Haiz, what a terrible scene it turn out to be...
"Grey-rainbow"
I'm too late...
Because, the rainbow has lost it's touch and colour...
Thought i could restore it in the beginning...
Too bad, things doesn't turn out to be as smooth as before...
Haiz, what a terrible scene it turn out to be...
"Grey-rainbow"
何も特別で，しかし，まだ彼女を逃す...
Nothing special for today,just thinking of wanting to write something...
Long time din see you update your blog d,dono how are you and what are doing going lately...
As for me,everyday pig like hell...
Sometimes even pig till i forget to eat my dinner...
Ha,so empty,meaningless,sometimes......
Long time din see you update your blog d,dono how are you and what are doing going lately...
As for me,everyday pig like hell...
Sometimes even pig till i forget to eat my dinner...
Ha,so empty,meaningless,sometimes......
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
キッチン
Today we had a fun cook in the kitchen...
Some how,this time is a bit enjoyale than every class...
When i start to fry,the pan goes on fire and wush!everything goes to normal and ready to serve,damn cool xD
Hehe,quick and efficient is what we are looking for xD
Although some are being scold,be human being are born imperfect...
That is why we have to work together to achieve something beyond our limitation...
Though we are im perfect each individually,but we may have skills which non others may have...
Kitchen,a nice place to help out^^
Next is the service,i really can't wait to start!=p
Some how,this time is a bit enjoyale than every class...
When i start to fry,the pan goes on fire and wush!everything goes to normal and ready to serve,damn cool xD
Hehe,quick and efficient is what we are looking for xD
Although some are being scold,be human being are born imperfect...
That is why we have to work together to achieve something beyond our limitation...
Though we are im perfect each individually,but we may have skills which non others may have...
Kitchen,a nice place to help out^^
Next is the service,i really can't wait to start!=p
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Improvements
Now I finally go deeper in my understanding towards' ya...
Still, everything is currently at a standstill, and there is a chance of turning back with a stab invisibly though, currently ready for everything I encounter because of strong self determination =p
Environment-"the condition that you work in and the way they influence how one feel or effectively one works"...
One can find the definition of "Environment" in the dictionary anytime and anywhere as long as they have a dictionary in their hands...
Well, environment, it's something I think, very powerful and dreadful, if you put it in a sort of long term direct contact...
One can be influence badly or maybe good in a way just by depending on the environment they are in contact with...
The influence applied to it is none other than both physically and mentally...
Not to mention, the needs of one is depend on the environment as well...
As different environment means the different needs for example to overcome the current condition or to protect one from harm, physically and mentally...
When one is so use to the environment they are currently in but suddenly, a sudden change is applied, I bet, one will not except the change immediately instead, a performing of defensive mechanism is active prior...
Oh how I wish things are as easy as it looks in fantasy, but fantasy is always something too good to be real in the reality; to put it in words for a better understanding-it doesn't exist, because reality is always cruel, both inside and out...
So, as a nutshell to "Environment", I think environment is so powerful in its influencing mechanism that I could put it in a way that it actually effects One's life, destiny and choices in reality...
Sad to say that it's a fact...
Also a fact that I'm currently facing in life...
It'll be a one way trip to hell or heaven when it comes to the choices we make in our life...
No one can be blame as it's our choice, and everyone has a different answer for every question and needs...
All in all, I can finally put everything into sense that things won't go as smooth as it sounds like in words and in fantasy dreams, damn cruel, Reality!!!
There are tons of influence and blockage in our life that we have to force our way through, it won't be an easy trip though, it's always beyond our limitation, well, in order to achieve the desire we are dying for...
Haha, that is, if someone is that serious in everything xD
Well, we hardly see that kind of people in this era though...
More importantly, don't ever lie to ourself or you will regret for life...
That is what i always been telling and reminding myself in everyday life...
Have confident in ourself and don't ever over seal ourself from everything especially the emotional line stream...
In my way of putting the emotional stream-it's the road to everything wonderful in life...
One will never get the meaning of it unless they try it on their own, of course...
Sad to say, this cruel world is always suppressing it, and that is why many fell and desperation befalls...
Therefore, management is needed for maximization...
So, that's all for today, good luck in everyday life and May god bless ever being in this cruel world of reality...
Still, everything is currently at a standstill, and there is a chance of turning back with a stab invisibly though, currently ready for everything I encounter because of strong self determination =p
Environment-"the condition that you work in and the way they influence how one feel or effectively one works"...
One can find the definition of "Environment" in the dictionary anytime and anywhere as long as they have a dictionary in their hands...
Well, environment, it's something I think, very powerful and dreadful, if you put it in a sort of long term direct contact...
One can be influence badly or maybe good in a way just by depending on the environment they are in contact with...
The influence applied to it is none other than both physically and mentally...
Not to mention, the needs of one is depend on the environment as well...
As different environment means the different needs for example to overcome the current condition or to protect one from harm, physically and mentally...
When one is so use to the environment they are currently in but suddenly, a sudden change is applied, I bet, one will not except the change immediately instead, a performing of defensive mechanism is active prior...
Oh how I wish things are as easy as it looks in fantasy, but fantasy is always something too good to be real in the reality; to put it in words for a better understanding-it doesn't exist, because reality is always cruel, both inside and out...
So, as a nutshell to "Environment", I think environment is so powerful in its influencing mechanism that I could put it in a way that it actually effects One's life, destiny and choices in reality...
Sad to say that it's a fact...
Also a fact that I'm currently facing in life...
It'll be a one way trip to hell or heaven when it comes to the choices we make in our life...
No one can be blame as it's our choice, and everyone has a different answer for every question and needs...
All in all, I can finally put everything into sense that things won't go as smooth as it sounds like in words and in fantasy dreams, damn cruel, Reality!!!
There are tons of influence and blockage in our life that we have to force our way through, it won't be an easy trip though, it's always beyond our limitation, well, in order to achieve the desire we are dying for...
Haha, that is, if someone is that serious in everything xD
Well, we hardly see that kind of people in this era though...
More importantly, don't ever lie to ourself or you will regret for life...
That is what i always been telling and reminding myself in everyday life...
Have confident in ourself and don't ever over seal ourself from everything especially the emotional line stream...
In my way of putting the emotional stream-it's the road to everything wonderful in life...
One will never get the meaning of it unless they try it on their own, of course...
Sad to say, this cruel world is always suppressing it, and that is why many fell and desperation befalls...
Therefore, management is needed for maximization...
So, that's all for today, good luck in everyday life and May god bless ever being in this cruel world of reality...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
TODAY
Nothing much happen for today...
My mum came to visit me,haha,cook a lot of nice food for us to eat ^^
Hahah,so long didn't eat the things she cooks,miss it so much xD
Heheh,later on,nothing much...
Kinda bored,nothing to do and no one to chat with....
My mum came to visit me,haha,cook a lot of nice food for us to eat ^^
Hahah,so long didn't eat the things she cooks,miss it so much xD
Heheh,later on,nothing much...
Kinda bored,nothing to do and no one to chat with....
Friday, August 21, 2009
Oh ya...
My performance is just over,i mean for the SHTCA ones...
Hahahha,don't know what the results will be though...
Hehehe,but what i know is i'm a bit nervous that time,when i'm singing...
Wahahah,but i assume that i have done my best^^
Hope eveything turn out well...
Because i have something in mind if i'm selected to be the representative for my class...
But it's not for the class,you see,it's....
A secret!!!!!Hahaha....
Hahahha,don't know what the results will be though...
Hehehe,but what i know is i'm a bit nervous that time,when i'm singing...
Wahahah,but i assume that i have done my best^^
Hope eveything turn out well...
Because i have something in mind if i'm selected to be the representative for my class...
But it's not for the class,you see,it's....
A secret!!!!!Hahaha....
Hope
Hope i'm not too late for everything...
Hoping,that's what i have in mind now...
Hoping...
Hoping...
And hoping...
Hoping,that's what i have in mind now...
Hoping...
Hoping...
And hoping...
Thursday, August 20, 2009
原来如此！！！
总算我明白了一些东西。。。
感情的事，对我来说，是可以超越你所给的极限。。。
所谓极限，就在“信任”，这两个字上。。。
我一直都不明白，直到现在，我才明白，很多人对感情上的看法跟我差很远。。。
真正的感情世界里，对我来说不是你所说你那样，根本就不是那么单调的。。。
或许我太天真了吧，可是我相信那是有可能的。。。
我一直都在努力着，也没有放弃过这种想法。。。
我，很努力地去证明给这世界看，感情不是那样的。。。
或许可以酱说吧，没有不太代表不存在。。。
我没要求过，你所认定感情会给来的-“失去”吧，不是吗？
或许，我没发现吧？假如我曾经有。。。
是，我就是在跟你说话。。。
也真的很对不起，其实我没什么恶意。。。
我只是想说，感情的事，不是你想象中的那样，那只不过是小部分，别那么快就认定它是个怎样的东西。。。
你要多多加油哦！别放弃你的目标！！！
感情的事，对我来说，是可以超越你所给的极限。。。
所谓极限，就在“信任”，这两个字上。。。
我一直都不明白，直到现在，我才明白，很多人对感情上的看法跟我差很远。。。
真正的感情世界里，对我来说不是你所说你那样，根本就不是那么单调的。。。
或许我太天真了吧，可是我相信那是有可能的。。。
我一直都在努力着，也没有放弃过这种想法。。。
我，很努力地去证明给这世界看，感情不是那样的。。。
或许可以酱说吧，没有不太代表不存在。。。
我没要求过，你所认定感情会给来的-“失去”吧，不是吗？
或许，我没发现吧？假如我曾经有。。。
是，我就是在跟你说话。。。
也真的很对不起，其实我没什么恶意。。。
我只是想说，感情的事，不是你想象中的那样，那只不过是小部分，别那么快就认定它是个怎样的东西。。。
你要多多加油哦！别放弃你的目标！！！
Lost
There are things in our live that if we lose it, we will never get it back again…
It's not something rare; on the other hand, it's a normal phenomenon...
That is why we have to cherish every moment we have with the one thing that is important to us...
One way or the other, one has to experience it to know what it feels like...
As for me, I don't think it can be expressed through ink or words...
Oh how I miss the one I cherish the most at that time...
Going back? I don't think it is going to happen right after everything is being sabotage...
Well, I’m kinda blank and numb...
Yet I still accept the representative as Mr.SHTCA without full notice, well, blur…
Actually, I don't have any interest or any intention in being the so called SHTCA, it’s nothing to me...
Haiz, now, there left 10minutes before the elimination round start, and I, have nothing in hand which means no preparation at all...
I just plan to bring myself on stage, well, do my best, I guess =D
Hahaha, sing with my neck like a parrot =D
Haahahha, hope I can bring what's best in myself as myself on the stage...
Wining is not my goal, but singing is my hobby^^
Hahaha, how can I run away from a battle, especially singing, or maybe something related to it...
Hehehe, well, as for now, maybe, just maybe...
Erm...
Don’t know what I am gonna write either =D
Hahaha, damn stupid and blur =P
Maybe still floating aimlessly in my fantasy world of Nothing...
So sad and numb...
It's not something rare; on the other hand, it's a normal phenomenon...
That is why we have to cherish every moment we have with the one thing that is important to us...
One way or the other, one has to experience it to know what it feels like...
As for me, I don't think it can be expressed through ink or words...
Oh how I miss the one I cherish the most at that time...
Going back? I don't think it is going to happen right after everything is being sabotage...
Well, I’m kinda blank and numb...
Yet I still accept the representative as Mr.SHTCA without full notice, well, blur…
Actually, I don't have any interest or any intention in being the so called SHTCA, it’s nothing to me...
Haiz, now, there left 10minutes before the elimination round start, and I, have nothing in hand which means no preparation at all...
I just plan to bring myself on stage, well, do my best, I guess =D
Hahaha, sing with my neck like a parrot =D
Haahahha, hope I can bring what's best in myself as myself on the stage...
Wining is not my goal, but singing is my hobby^^
Hahaha, how can I run away from a battle, especially singing, or maybe something related to it...
Hehehe, well, as for now, maybe, just maybe...
Erm...
Don’t know what I am gonna write either =D
Hahaha, damn stupid and blur =P
Maybe still floating aimlessly in my fantasy world of Nothing...
So sad and numb...
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Yet
Yet,maybe things are just as simple as it looks,sort of...
I dono,or maybe it's just because im narrow hearted,one way or the another...
Still keeping a nostalgic feeling,it's the only thing i wont want to forget right now...
Damn,how stupid am i...and what am i writing???haiz...
I dono,or maybe it's just because im narrow hearted,one way or the another...
Still keeping a nostalgic feeling,it's the only thing i wont want to forget right now...
Damn,how stupid am i...and what am i writing???haiz...
Confusing
Don't lie to yourself,that is something i always remind myself...
It's quite confusing sometimes,you know,something that you want to do but in the meanwhile,you justt don't...
Well,i think that is one of the things that keeping consealinng myself from the outside world...
Still,there are still several cures for that,ahhaha....
Today is quite fun,but later on,a strom clouded my sky...
So,it's quite glommy after that...
xD watching animation now,boring,nothing to do also,not to mention,lazy and tired...
It's quite confusing sometimes,you know,something that you want to do but in the meanwhile,you justt don't...
Well,i think that is one of the things that keeping consealinng myself from the outside world...
Still,there are still several cures for that,ahhaha....
Today is quite fun,but later on,a strom clouded my sky...
So,it's quite glommy after that...
xD watching animation now,boring,nothing to do also,not to mention,lazy and tired...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
About the 18th
We humans don't have anything in the first place,so we are born alone and eventually go alone...
Kinda lonely sometimes,yet,kinda used to it,remain silent,thinking,wondering in my own fantasy,day dreaming,maybe,sometimes,still,but,yet,etc...
Anyway,today i watched G.I.Joe,quite a nice show that shouldn't be missed^^
The elimination round for the SHTCA's is approching fast,dono what to do,kinda blank,you know,go blank all of a sudden?
Well,have a lot in mind that needs to settle down...
Feels irritating,i mean,the SHTCA thingy,and confusing,weird,damn weird....
Kinda lonely sometimes,yet,kinda used to it,remain silent,thinking,wondering in my own fantasy,day dreaming,maybe,sometimes,still,but,yet,etc...
Anyway,today i watched G.I.Joe,quite a nice show that shouldn't be missed^^
The elimination round for the SHTCA's is approching fast,dono what to do,kinda blank,you know,go blank all of a sudden?
Well,have a lot in mind that needs to settle down...
Feels irritating,i mean,the SHTCA thingy,and confusing,weird,damn weird....
Monday, August 17, 2009
One way trip...
Happy to know such a nice girl like you...
At least i know there are girls like you still crawling around xD
Hahaha,but sadly to say,i think it's a one way trip for me...
Two,actually,and now it's the final...
I already banish myself from you,so i don't think things will be back to normal now...
You should go on with them cause you are happy with them,right^^
Don't worry about me,but do remember,i will never ever hate such a girl like you,ever.It's just that i can never face myself right now,sorry...
It's a farwell from me,at least for now cause i may need a lot of time,few years?Maybe,hah,don't want to think about it thought...
I doubt our path will ever cross again...
Well,sort of,felt that way...
Anyway,you still have them,so,good luck on your way to success and may all your wishes come true...
At least i know there are girls like you still crawling around xD
Hahaha,but sadly to say,i think it's a one way trip for me...
Two,actually,and now it's the final...
I already banish myself from you,so i don't think things will be back to normal now...
You should go on with them cause you are happy with them,right^^
Don't worry about me,but do remember,i will never ever hate such a girl like you,ever.It's just that i can never face myself right now,sorry...
It's a farwell from me,at least for now cause i may need a lot of time,few years?Maybe,hah,don't want to think about it thought...
I doubt our path will ever cross again...
Well,sort of,felt that way...
Anyway,you still have them,so,good luck on your way to success and may all your wishes come true...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Go on...
Just forget about me and go on,cause im not somone you should remember...
Carry on with your happy life,and that is what i hope to see...
Carry on with your happy life,and that is what i hope to see...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Gone
Sometimes,i really wish i could get out of here,right here and right now on the spot...
How i wish to be there for you all the time,cause i know it myself,i didn't hate you at all,but i realise how much i like you instead...
Unfortunately,i know you want your freedom...
And i myself,don't have the gusts to face you now...
So,Athough i'm no longer there,but hear me out:''You will always remain in me,in my heart...''
How i wish to be there for you all the time,cause i know it myself,i didn't hate you at all,but i realise how much i like you instead...
Unfortunately,i know you want your freedom...
And i myself,don't have the gusts to face you now...
So,Athough i'm no longer there,but hear me out:''You will always remain in me,in my heart...''
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Chao...
I'm back with a reason before and now it's done...
Happy to be there for you when you need a person and i'm overjoyed to see your smile again...
Oh ya, not to mention hearing the news which is a joyful one...
So damn over the moon...
But sadly to think that i'm not needed any more,cause i felt that way...
And about that,i don't think i can bear the so-called "Uncomfortable" feeling...
It is One of the things that i dislike the most In My Life...
That is why i chose to Go Back again...
I may be back again in the near future....
But everything depends...
So,just may be...
Just may be...
Anyway,i wish you all the best...
See ya...
Chao....
Happy to be there for you when you need a person and i'm overjoyed to see your smile again...
Oh ya, not to mention hearing the news which is a joyful one...
So damn over the moon...
But sadly to think that i'm not needed any more,cause i felt that way...
And about that,i don't think i can bear the so-called "Uncomfortable" feeling...
It is One of the things that i dislike the most In My Life...
That is why i chose to Go Back again...
I may be back again in the near future....
But everything depends...
So,just may be...
Just may be...
Anyway,i wish you all the best...
See ya...
Chao....
Friday, August 7, 2009
Go bcz of U,Bck bcz of u...
Yo,i'm kicking and back for more action and adventure xD hahaa....
Lately i have been quite bored with the current situation where by no one is in the house except for myself...
Lonely,so lonely and boring...
I' have been playing a lot of on9 game this few days and do a lot of cooking xD
Guess what?it when black xD hahahah,cause i'm dreaming,but later on ok d,very nice xD
Wahahaha,so sad to hear that u are in a bad mood,being scold and so on...
I felt pity, and i just wanna hug u and rub your tears off,silly girl,don't cry...
U are not alone,i will always be there on a look out for u,no matter what it takes...
Whatelse would i afraid of?I'hv been pierced,die n reincarnated;ghost,angel or devil,met them all....
Hah,just hoping that you will not suffer like this....
And i bet your friends think so too.....
Be strong girl,i know you can do it^^
Lately i have been quite bored with the current situation where by no one is in the house except for myself...
Lonely,so lonely and boring...
I' have been playing a lot of on9 game this few days and do a lot of cooking xD
Guess what?it when black xD hahahah,cause i'm dreaming,but later on ok d,very nice xD
Wahahaha,so sad to hear that u are in a bad mood,being scold and so on...
I felt pity, and i just wanna hug u and rub your tears off,silly girl,don't cry...
U are not alone,i will always be there on a look out for u,no matter what it takes...
Whatelse would i afraid of?I'hv been pierced,die n reincarnated;ghost,angel or devil,met them all....
Hah,just hoping that you will not suffer like this....
And i bet your friends think so too.....
Be strong girl,i know you can do it^^
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
CAN"T ON9!!!!!!
Can't ON9 arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................................
LINE PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT TM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RM110,PUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOOOOOOOOOOO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LINE PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT TM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RM110,PUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOOOOOOOOOOO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
真的好累哦！！！
真的好累哦，2nd sem，真得很吃力哦==''海，要多多休息咯……
我连玩game都根本没有了咯，真的累到懒得打咯==''
今天也去看戏，iceage3^^好笑又好看……
哈哈哈，很不好意识一直给aunty请喔……
在车上的时候真的被炸到==”paiseh la xD
哈哈哈，不知道那条废材讲的叻……
嗨，不过算了啦，小事，只是paiseh罢了……
也没什么好怕给人知道的咯=p
哈。累了，不多说了……
我连玩game都根本没有了咯，真的累到懒得打咯==''
今天也去看戏，iceage3^^好笑又好看……
哈哈哈，很不好意识一直给aunty请喔……
在车上的时候真的被炸到==”paiseh la xD
哈哈哈，不知道那条废材讲的叻……
嗨，不过算了啦，小事，只是paiseh罢了……
也没什么好怕给人知道的咯=p
哈。累了，不多说了……
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
嘿，累了不多写啦……
昨天，当我回到家时，心里很不舒服，因为我很自私，可你还特地跑来问我，关心我……晚上，终于想通了……今天，虽然我已经超级累了，但我还是等着，一直等着，没有回到家，因为我还没完成我必须完成的东西……后来还有所改变，到了1u去，玩了pool，也聊了聊天吃东西……等了等，就等到晚上了，终于！我终于等到机会了，虽然我没想到会这样；时间不多，所以不能说很长，可是总算我已完成了我必须做的一切……人也轻松多，又开心……以后的日子，就顺其自然吧^^
Monday, July 20, 2009
今天。。。
嗨，今天的我真得很自私，尽然忽略了大家，还有你，害得你又哭了一场。。。
不好意思，连你落泪的时候我还有着那么自私的想法。。。
真的很对不起，请大家原谅我，也请你原谅我。。。
我会试着去改善。。。
不好意思，连你落泪的时候我还有着那么自私的想法。。。
真的很对不起，请大家原谅我，也请你原谅我。。。
我会试着去改善。。。
Dowan to see you like that la...
Actually i guess you lie to me de,but anyway,it's alright,I understand,cause you sure have your reasons in doing that...
But please,i dowan to see you like this la...
Haiz,i just need some time off,that's all...
Let's not talk about these anymore,concentrate on our studies better,ok?^^
But please,i dowan to see you like this la...
Haiz,i just need some time off,that's all...
Let's not talk about these anymore,concentrate on our studies better,ok?^^
haiz..
dont because of me,affect everyone...
i know when to step back to avoid any unwanted thiNgs to happen....
and i will take any necessary measurements....
i still need some time to pack things up,so you all just go on without me...
i will be fine dont worry,i just dont want to drag everybody down like a wet blanket,that's all^^
i know when to step back to avoid any unwanted thiNgs to happen....
and i will take any necessary measurements....
i still need some time to pack things up,so you all just go on without me...
i will be fine dont worry,i just dont want to drag everybody down like a wet blanket,that's all^^
tired...
todaY damn tired and no mood lo....
sleepy............
a lot in mind,but lazy to think......
sleepy.......
sleepy............
a lot in mind,but lazy to think......
sleepy.......
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
最可惜的是。。。
昨天，我想了想，你知道我觉得最可惜的东西是什么吗？
那就是没机会牵你的手，没机会感觉看那种幸福的感觉。。。
不好意识，我是被动了些。。。
还有的是我不好意识，在冷气的地方手会冒冷汗==''
嘿，我也只是忽然想到，顺便写一写我的感受xD
哈哈哈哈，有些后悔哦xP
嗨。。。
那就是没机会牵你的手，没机会感觉看那种幸福的感觉。。。
不好意识，我是被动了些。。。
还有的是我不好意识，在冷气的地方手会冒冷汗==''
嘿，我也只是忽然想到，顺便写一写我的感受xD
哈哈哈哈，有些后悔哦xP
嗨。。。
嗨，有点想KL。。。
本来以为回来太平是很享受的，可以休息，等。。。
没想到，真的累死我哦。。。
每天都得早上六点多起来载我的小妹，下午补习更不用说是谁载啦==''
像司机一样。。。
回来有的陪我爸妈，叫我小妹读书做功课呢==''
变得我想做我的东西的时间都少很多，不用休息咩？
我爸妈以为我是他们一样==''
好心啦，我也只是一位正在念书的学生，不是人家的爸妈，别拿我来跟你们比较==''
真的很累，都没有时间跟朋友出去，因为自己想做的东西都还没做完，有的休息呢，哪有时间出去玩喔。。。
有点想KL的朋友，还有那边的地方，至少不需要当暂时的‘爸妈’xP
哈哈哈哈哈。。。
我还没有心理准备的叻xD
嘿，可是我也没出到声音啦，难得我回来，就迁就一下你们，体谅一下你们，知道当‘爸妈’的感受，不容易哦，真的不容易。。。
没想到，真的累死我哦。。。
每天都得早上六点多起来载我的小妹，下午补习更不用说是谁载啦==''
像司机一样。。。
回来有的陪我爸妈，叫我小妹读书做功课呢==''
变得我想做我的东西的时间都少很多，不用休息咩？
我爸妈以为我是他们一样==''
好心啦，我也只是一位正在念书的学生，不是人家的爸妈，别拿我来跟你们比较==''
真的很累，都没有时间跟朋友出去，因为自己想做的东西都还没做完，有的休息呢，哪有时间出去玩喔。。。
有点想KL的朋友，还有那边的地方，至少不需要当暂时的‘爸妈’xP
哈哈哈哈哈。。。
我还没有心理准备的叻xD
嘿，可是我也没出到声音啦，难得我回来，就迁就一下你们，体谅一下你们，知道当‘爸妈’的感受，不容易哦，真的不容易。。。
Saturday, July 11, 2009
。。。。。。
我不想看到你这个样子哦。。。
听了我也觉得不舒服。。。
答应我，别再怪自己了，因为那根本就不是你的错。。。
我不哭，也不会再。。。
因为我不想看你再为我掉眼泪，我会很心酸。。。
别再怪自己了，傻瓜。。。
我真的真的没事了。。。
请你相信我多一次，好吗？
听了我也觉得不舒服。。。
答应我，别再怪自己了，因为那根本就不是你的错。。。
我不哭，也不会再。。。
因为我不想看你再为我掉眼泪，我会很心酸。。。
别再怪自己了，傻瓜。。。
我真的真的没事了。。。
请你相信我多一次，好吗？
LoNe WoLf...
Far beyond the universe,there is a votex...
Deeper than a Black Hole....
There stands a lone wolf,his name is Chrno,the Sinner...........
Dark and Deep inside,hidden,a marking,a deep deep mark,which resembles a secret, a mystery of his own,AKA "MarK of the WolF"........
And it has always been that...
Deeper than a Black Hole....
There stands a lone wolf,his name is Chrno,the Sinner...........
Dark and Deep inside,hidden,a marking,a deep deep mark,which resembles a secret, a mystery of his own,AKA "MarK of the WolF"........
And it has always been that...
SoUr................................................
............SouR.....................
A......n.....d..........................
...F......ee.......l......i.....n......g.............
.......s......l......e....e....p.....yyyyy.............
D...o.....n......t............
......T....h...i..n...k......
....T..o...o....o..o...o....o.......
M...u.c..h.............
gOoD.......nIgHt...................
A......n.....d..........................
...F......ee.......l......i.....n......g.............
.......s......l......e....e....p.....yyyyy.............
D...o.....n......t............
......T....h...i..n...k......
....T..o...o....o..o...o....o.......
M...u.c..h.............
gOoD.......nIgHt...................
...............................................
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WoW!!!Wrong day,wrong timing....
Haiz,what a waste...
Today we went to 1U again,but guess what...
Movies full,bowling competition,Neway SoSoSo EXpensive!!!!
Damn!!!=(So sad,can't do anything lo...
Haiz,wrong day and wrong timing lo....
Then we play pool xD because it is the only thing we could do xP haha....
And we also played at the arcade xD hhaaha,so funny,when we race xD
Still,despite the occupied of people in every available entertainment area,we still have FUN!!^^
Later on we go Honeymoon and dine on dessert xD haha,those are gooD!!hehee....
And i Heard panda say something=(wa,i'm innocent la,wei,don't put me in that situation who i'm that kind of experience people la....(I'm lack of it la xD)
Haha,anyway,i just feel funny hearing that xD hahaha...
After that,we go pool again and we head back home...
I'm quite happy thought,cause i could share and get some answer with panda =p
Hehe,i'm going back to Taiping already tomoro....
So see you all on the 2nd semester la^^
See you soon^^All of my friends and that cute china panda@.@
Wahahahahaa...
Miss Ya^^
Today we went to 1U again,but guess what...
Movies full,bowling competition,Neway SoSoSo EXpensive!!!!
Damn!!!=(So sad,can't do anything lo...
Haiz,wrong day and wrong timing lo....
Then we play pool xD because it is the only thing we could do xP haha....
And we also played at the arcade xD hhaaha,so funny,when we race xD
Still,despite the occupied of people in every available entertainment area,we still have FUN!!^^
Later on we go Honeymoon and dine on dessert xD haha,those are gooD!!hehee....
And i Heard panda say something=(wa,i'm innocent la,wei,don't put me in that situation who i'm that kind of experience people la....(I'm lack of it la xD)
Haha,anyway,i just feel funny hearing that xD hahaha...
After that,we go pool again and we head back home...
I'm quite happy thought,cause i could share and get some answer with panda =p
Hehe,i'm going back to Taiping already tomoro....
So see you all on the 2nd semester la^^
See you soon^^All of my friends and that cute china panda@.@
Wahahahahaa...
Miss Ya^^
Friday, July 10, 2009
So HappY todaY....
Wahahaahaha....
Today damn happy lo^^can go out and play with my friends^^
And we watch movie lo....
Hehehe,and I have a very very nice time at 1u,today xD
Hahahaha^^bought my mum and dad's present lo....
^^Then overall,quite fun and enjoy for today xP
Haha,but still have to go for the stupid MPW wo=="
Haiz,hope i can pass,at least xD
Cause i din read the notes at all xD
Wahahahaa,i just get it only what xD
Today damn happy lo^^can go out and play with my friends^^
And we watch movie lo....
Hehehe,and I have a very very nice time at 1u,today xD
Hahahaha^^bought my mum and dad's present lo....
^^Then overall,quite fun and enjoy for today xP
Haha,but still have to go for the stupid MPW wo=="
Haiz,hope i can pass,at least xD
Cause i din read the notes at all xD
Wahahahaa,i just get it only what xD
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Wawawaw....
Going to 1U lo today xD
But now is still midnight xP hehee...
So looking forward to go out and play although exam is still on xD
Wahahaha,naughty naughty xD
Heh,Panda so funny lo.....
Dono what is it so afraid of xD
Like i said,scold for what wo???hha.....
SOOOooooo.....CuTe^^
Dono how will tomoro turn out....
Hahaha,anyway happy birthday kin lam^^
Here's A simple wish,happy always^^
But now is still midnight xP hehee...
So looking forward to go out and play although exam is still on xD
Wahahaha,naughty naughty xD
Heh,Panda so funny lo.....
Dono what is it so afraid of xD
Like i said,scold for what wo???hha.....
SOOOooooo.....CuTe^^
Dono how will tomoro turn out....
Hahaha,anyway happy birthday kin lam^^
Here's A simple wish,happy always^^
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
MPW!!!!!Haiz.....
WFT man,MPW's note.....
Can't even open=="no need to say download the file la.....
How to study wo????????!!!!!!!
Fail d la.......
Want to study also can't=="haiz................
Can't even open=="no need to say download the file la.....
How to study wo????????!!!!!!!
Fail d la.......
Want to study also can't=="haiz................
WA!!!so nice la xD
Yesterday we went to the cinema and watch transfomer...
And WOW!!it is so nice,you can't miss this show xD
Hahaha,its a waste you did'nt go lo,panda xP
Hehe,well,stil have next time,so don't worry...
Later we went Newway...
Man!!!no voice la=="sing like a piece of shit....
xD haha,kelvin gets addicted with the mic xP
Heh,don't talk about him d,like to pretend a lot,hah,told us don't like to sing but when you see him in the Kbox,he will hold the mic like it was his treasure xD
Wawa,and wow,you know what?Eliz can sing o xP wahahaha...
But after that like no mood lo...
=="please take note:if you go singing,don't sing if you feel bored,you will drag others down with you,and that is a selfish act!Do pass the mic if you don't feel like singing or maybe don't have the mood right now....
Sometimes that is the reason why i JUST wanna sit down and listen.......
(Being drag man=="hate it.....)
And WOW!!it is so nice,you can't miss this show xD
Hahaha,its a waste you did'nt go lo,panda xP
Hehe,well,stil have next time,so don't worry...
Later we went Newway...
Man!!!no voice la=="sing like a piece of shit....
xD haha,kelvin gets addicted with the mic xP
Heh,don't talk about him d,like to pretend a lot,hah,told us don't like to sing but when you see him in the Kbox,he will hold the mic like it was his treasure xD
Wawa,and wow,you know what?Eliz can sing o xP wahahaha...
But after that like no mood lo...
=="please take note:if you go singing,don't sing if you feel bored,you will drag others down with you,and that is a selfish act!Do pass the mic if you don't feel like singing or maybe don't have the mood right now....
Sometimes that is the reason why i JUST wanna sit down and listen.......
(Being drag man=="hate it.....)
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
ExaMssssssssssss................
Wahahahahaa,finally!!!The FO exam is finish,that goes to the french as well xD
Hahahha,feel so relax xD
Hehe,but tomoro still got the french oral...
Damn!!!Hate it la =(
Yor,it took me such an effort to read up my FO lo...
Shit lo,so easy=="
Hahahahahahha,haiz......
Waste my energy only la=="
Ha,now ending up so tired and sleepy lo......
^@^
Become a pig d la xD
Raining some more,nice to sleep xP wawa......
Damn tired.....
Hahahha,feel so relax xD
Hehe,but tomoro still got the french oral...
Damn!!!Hate it la =(
Yor,it took me such an effort to read up my FO lo...
Shit lo,so easy=="
Hahahahahahha,haiz......
Waste my energy only la=="
Ha,now ending up so tired and sleepy lo......
^@^
Become a pig d la xD
Raining some more,nice to sleep xP wawa......
Damn tired.....
Monday, July 6, 2009
AAARRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ExAm.........
Damn easy la the first two exams xD
Wahahahahahaha.......
Think i can score lo, may be la xP
Heheehe, next is the other two!!!!!
Cham laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......
Worried about the french la!!!!!
I am so lame on french subject xD
Need to brush up =P
Wahahahahahaha.......
Think i can score lo, may be la xP
Heheehe, next is the other two!!!!!
Cham laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......
Worried about the french la!!!!!
I am so lame on french subject xD
Need to brush up =P
Sunday, July 5, 2009
HOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!!!!!Today is the day of the Final exam!!!
Our time is running out.....
Our time is runining out......
Our time is......
Hehehe,feel excited leh xD
Dono what the out come xP
Whahaaaahah......
I want to score,but i usaully don't,cause im so dumb xD
Hahahaa,but i will try my very best to score A!!!!!!
Here i come,"A"!!!!
Whahahahahahahahaha.......
Coming to get you,and im going crazy =P
Hehhehehe,hoohohohohho,hahahahah,wawawawawawa,wwoowowowoow...................@.@
(Exams........................................make people go crazy sometimes xD)
Our time is runining out......
Our time is......
Hehehe,feel excited leh xD
Dono what the out come xP
Whahaaaahah......
I want to score,but i usaully don't,cause im so dumb xD
Hahahaa,but i will try my very best to score A!!!!!!
Here i come,"A"!!!!
Whahahahahahahahaha.......
Coming to get you,and im going crazy =P
Hehhehehe,hoohohohohho,hahahahah,wawawawawawa,wwoowowowoow...................@.@
(Exams........................................make people go crazy sometimes xD)
Final Coming La....
Haiz, final is so scary and it's the scariest=="
Dowan to retake the whole sem again la, so damn boring...
Hehe, now studying hard....
Hoho, hope to get a good result.
If possible, ACE the exams =P
Wahahahaha, like that is gonna happen xD
Anyway, good luck to all of my beloved friends, gambateh xD
After that, let's PARTY till we drop!!!!!!
Can't wait & looking forward to that day xD
Okie, off to study now....
Dowan to retake the whole sem again la, so damn boring...
Hehe, now studying hard....
Hoho, hope to get a good result.
If possible, ACE the exams =P
Wahahahaha, like that is gonna happen xD
Anyway, good luck to all of my beloved friends, gambateh xD
After that, let's PARTY till we drop!!!!!!
Can't wait & looking forward to that day xD
Okie, off to study now....
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