Thursday, October 29, 2009
《放心不下妳》
我放心不下妳 男孩跟女孩是在音樂會上相遇的 男孩的鋼琴獨奏深深的吸引女孩注意 經過幾次的邀約後，他們便開始交往了 ... 男孩出生在富有人家裡，父親因經商而賺了很多錢 男孩是獨生子，從小便被受呵護，男孩的個性內向，凡事都聽從父母 女孩並非像男孩一般幸運，她自小父母雙亡，與弟弟相依為命 需要半工半讀來付自己與弟弟的學費 她弟弟因為結交了不好的朋友，平時壞事做盡 但對於姊姊他一向很尊重，所以當他知道姊姊為他而打工賺錢時 他便決定繼續唸書，本想休學的念頭，就此消失無蹤.... 交往一年多，女孩從不去想男孩的家境，她愛他並不是為了他家財產 但男孩的富裕是眾所皆知，而男孩從也不再別人面前誇耀自己 兩個非常相愛，亦是別人眼裡的金童玉女，多讓人羨慕呀 一天，警察局打電話給正在打工的女孩，告知她弟弟出事了 她連忙打了通電話給男孩，想不到當她到警局時男孩竟已在警察局了 原來，女孩的弟弟飆車時一不小心竟衝向人行道，一名婦人當場死亡 而那名婦女剛好就是男孩的母親... 自己女朋友的弟弟是殺害母親的兇手，男孩無法接受這個打擊 在考慮很久後男孩終於做了決定 『我們分手吧！』男孩壓抑自己的激動，勉強的吐出這句話 『對不起！』女孩沒有哭、沒有鬧，冷靜的使人出乎意料之外 因為女孩心想是自己的弟弟惹來的禍，所以她也不怨天尤人 『祝你幸福！』男孩沒說話，反倒是女孩說了 女孩輕輕的從男孩身旁走過，淚.......也從臉頰悄悄的滑落下來 分手...對彼此都好，男孩一再安慰自己，他的決定是對的 但他過沒幾天就後悔了，少了女孩的日子，一切都變的沉靜 原來要忘記一個人真的很難，何況必須忘了他最深愛的人 ... 男孩成天以酒澆愁，他不再活躍、不再歡笑，變的比以往更加陰深 男孩的朋友都知道除了這個女孩外，沒有人能救得了他 有一天，男孩獨自在KTV喝得酩酊大醉，他迷迷糊糊中感覺有人扶著他 不過因為力氣不夠而摔倒，這一跌男孩酒醒了 不可思議的他發現扶她竟是那女孩 ... 『你有怎樣嗎?對不起！』女孩急忙的道歉，擔心男孩表露無疑 『是你！』男孩呆了，這...怎麼可能 『.......』女孩沉默 『你怎麼會來？』男孩有些冷淡的說 『我放心不下你啊！』此時女孩的淚已經奪框而出 『不哭了...』男孩一手將女孩抱入懷中 那天，男孩不知道怎麼回到家的，他只記得他擁抱著女孩 其他的他都不記得了... 當他宿醉醒來後，發現自己躺在床上，女孩已不在身邊他不禁慌了 瞬時他拿起外套往女孩家奔去 ... 時他想終於清楚了，為什麼他總愛將那個意外怪罪在她身上呢？ 他們的感情是無辜的，他決定告訴女孩他原諒她了 他想和女孩永遠在一起，再也不要跟女孩分離 當他到達女孩家中時，女孩的弟弟迎著他走來說著 『我就知道你會來...姊...等你很久了...』 男孩焦急的說：『她在哪裡？我想見她！』 女孩弟弟回答： 『姊姊她...她已經去世了！』 男孩一臉驚訝的說：『為什麼...我們...昨天還見面...不可能呀！』 弟弟傷心的說：『昨天...姊姊的頭七...她說一定要等你來才入殮』 『怎麼會這樣....說啊！』男孩瘋了似的大吼 弟弟哽咽的說：『姊姊在你們分手之後...每天都拼命的工作...想忘掉你最後因為睡眠不足，又加上感冒引起了急性肺炎，一星期前她就走了．．．』 姊姊臨終前她說：『想再見你一面但是卻等不到...』 『她怎麼能這樣...』不能...不能這樣對我? 『去看看她吧！她很想念你！』女孩的弟弟揮揮眼淚便離去了 隔著玻璃裡面的女孩，沒了往常的微笑，只剩蒼白的臉龐 『我來了！妳為什麼不起來？妳不是一直在等我？』男孩哭了 『我原諒妳了呀，那是件意外跟妳無關，我不要分手了我不要妳離開，我要守護著妳，我不會放開妳的』 『妳記不記得？妳以前常問我妳漂不漂亮？ 嗯~妳好美，真的！妳在我心裡是最漂亮的！我好愛妳 ....好愛好愛妳！妳知道嗎？』 『如果妳醒來，我就原諒妳，我們結婚！妳不是很嚮往嗎？ 我們就永遠在一起，只要妳起來，求求妳！醒來！好嗎？？.....』 翌日清晨，當大家發現男孩時，他已經服毒自盡死在女孩的身旁 你怎麼會來...？因為...我放心不下妳......
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Mixture
年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店 打工的女孩,
他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香菸,
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,
當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,或者是心情不好的時候,
年輕人就會出現, 他會陪女孩說說話, 或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友,
面對年輕人如此的關懷,自己也不知道如何婉拒他.
有一天商店外頭運來一台娃娃機,女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,
年輕人知道以後,就去夾了一隻娃娃送給女孩,
當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,
年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,
只是自己對女孩的喜歡已經超出自己所預期的,
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心看到原本開朗風趣的年輕人變得如此消沉寡歡,
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情,
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃,最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧!
這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,
她決心讓兩人恢復到店員和顧客的關係.
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,
於是他每天夾娃娃,
有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾 中為止.
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,
因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不 可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,
她只能不斷猶豫.
就這樣1天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,
而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤 單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的 生日,
與男友吵了一架,
而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,
他對女孩說,
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭 .
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,
這時女孩才發現到,
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.
只是一切都...
女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現,只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,
以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,
可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,
隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,
妳也不可能會喜歡我,
我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,
這樣就足夠了,
如果妳看到了這封信,
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,
對不起,
或許我的努力還不夠吧,
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..
女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,
這時已經變成植物人的他,
眼睛流下了淚水...
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緣份 是一種很 炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。
當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現 。
所以，從此刻開始，大家要懂得珍惜它，珍惜生活在你 周圍的所有人，無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.......Ｃ~Ｈ~Ｅ~Ｒ~Ｉ~Ｓ~Ｈ
在你一生當中，能交到多少個知心朋友 ??
雖然你們實際上才認識不久，不過感覺上卻像好久好久 。
你有這種朋友嗎???
就是你們很談得來，什麼都分享，什麼都聊，一輩子也 不厭倦的那種。
如果你有這種朋友，趕快對他說:這一生中最知心的朋 友就是你，絕對錯不了!!~而且永遠也不會改變 !~
ＩＮＴＩＭＡＴＥ ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳ~~~
我們 有緣 而相識
我們 有緣 而相聚
我們 有緣 而交換心靈
我們應該彼此 珍惜 相處的每一刻
更應該 珍惜 你現在所擁有的一切
此生才不會悔憾
ＬＯＶＥ??!!
是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百 ，你 無時無刻 都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十 ，你 常常 都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十 ,你 只有偶爾 會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極，喜歡會讓人開心，
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人 ，你不見得 會喜歡他，也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人 ，有可能 你只是欣賞他，但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時 ，你一定是 基於欣賞，慢慢變成喜歡，然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時，剛開始那只是出於“欣賞” 。
當他們交往一段時間後，可能會變成“喜歡”，但也可 能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”，至於“愛”，很難說，說不定你一輩子都找不到。
ＬＩＫＥ~~~~
有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，卻說 不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。 不喜歡一個 人，卻是事實。
事實容易解釋，感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人，我們覺得一見如故， 我們的內 分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化，很很想靠近她，想擁抱她。
以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。
ＡＤＭＩＲＥ？!？
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理，你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的，我相信，這個世界裡再不會有悲 劇出現。
只可惜， 編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話，這齣戲任你再怎 麼努力去演，到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中，會有很多跟你合演的人，
但最終，只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)
ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳＨＩＰ=)
珍惜現在所擁有的，總比到時候完全失去了再也沒得的 好吧^_^
他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香菸,
漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,
當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,或者是心情不好的時候,
年輕人就會出現, 他會陪女孩說說話, 或是逗女孩開心.
女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友,
面對年輕人如此的關懷,自己也不知道如何婉拒他.
有一天商店外頭運來一台娃娃機,女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,
年輕人知道以後,就去夾了一隻娃娃送給女孩,
當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,
不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,
因為她已經有深愛的男友了,
年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,
只是自己對女孩的喜歡已經超出自己所預期的,
他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?
善良的女孩不忍心看到原本開朗風趣的年輕人變得如此消沉寡歡,
於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,
除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.
原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情,
她心想,一天夾1個娃娃,最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,
而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧!
這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,
她決心讓兩人恢復到店員和顧客的關係.
年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,
他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.
因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.
年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,
於是他每天夾娃娃,
有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,
有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾 中為止.
無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,
只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,
因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,
為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.
好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,
女孩都想要衝出去對他說,
我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不 可能的!
但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,
她只能不斷猶豫.
就這樣1天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,
而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤 單.
不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的 生日,
與男友吵了一架,
而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,
不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,
他對女孩說,
可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,
可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.
就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,
在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.
隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.
剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭 .
可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,
因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,
好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,
這時女孩才發現到,
原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.
只是一切都...
女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.
哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,
似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.
所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,
那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?
可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現,只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.
有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,
她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,
他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,
當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是
一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,
以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.
原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,
可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,
年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,
希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,
然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,
隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,
年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:
其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,
妳也不可能會喜歡我,
我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,
而是希望在我有限的時間裡,
證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,
這樣就足夠了,
如果妳看到了這封信,
那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,
對不起,
或許我的努力還不夠吧,
沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..
女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,
眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...
隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,
她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,
這時已經變成植物人的他,
眼睛流下了淚水...
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緣份 是一種很 炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。
當它存在之時，你可能不會珍惜；期待它到來時，它卻一直都不出現 。
所以，從此刻開始，大家要懂得珍惜它，珍惜生活在你 周圍的所有人，無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.......Ｃ~Ｈ~Ｅ~Ｒ~Ｉ~Ｓ~Ｈ
在你一生當中，能交到多少個知心朋友 ??
雖然你們實際上才認識不久，不過感覺上卻像好久好久 。
你有這種朋友嗎???
就是你們很談得來，什麼都分享，什麼都聊，一輩子也 不厭倦的那種。
如果你有這種朋友，趕快對他說:這一生中最知心的朋 友就是你，絕對錯不了!!~而且永遠也不會改變 !~
ＩＮＴＩＭＡＴＥ ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳ~~~
我們 有緣 而相識
我們 有緣 而相聚
我們 有緣 而交換心靈
我們應該彼此 珍惜 相處的每一刻
更應該 珍惜 你現在所擁有的一切
此生才不會悔憾
ＬＯＶＥ??!!
是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百 ，你 無時無刻 都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十 ，你 常常 都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十 ,你 只有偶爾 會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極，喜歡會讓人開心，
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人 ，你不見得 會喜歡他，也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人 ，有可能 你只是欣賞他，但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時 ，你一定是 基於欣賞，慢慢變成喜歡，然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時，剛開始那只是出於“欣賞” 。
當他們交往一段時間後，可能會變成“喜歡”，但也可 能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”，至於“愛”，很難說，說不定你一輩子都找不到。
ＬＩＫＥ~~~~
有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，卻說 不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。 不喜歡一個 人，卻是事實。
事實容易解釋，感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人，我們覺得一見如故， 我們的內 分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化，很很想靠近她，想擁抱她。
以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她 。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。
ＡＤＭＩＲＥ？!？
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理，你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的，我相信，這個世界裡再不會有悲 劇出現。
只可惜， 編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話，這齣戲任你再怎 麼努力去演，到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中，會有很多跟你合演的人，
但最終，只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)
ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳＨＩＰ=)
珍惜現在所擁有的，總比到時候完全失去了再也沒得的 好吧^_^
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
What the Heck?!
Am i the one hearing things that i shouldn't or is it just my imagination?
Ain't someone line thiefing and now in my shoe or something?
Ain't someone line thiefing and now in my shoe or something?
Friday, October 16, 2009
Greater Aims
There are times we fall and there are times we rise; just like the sun and the moon; just like the melody that touches the heart of a human and just like the amazing waves in the sea. Yes, they rise and they fall, like a melody’s high and low, and because of that, it makes “it” even beautiful, an unpredictable mystery and a worth memorizing moment which is always the spot light which mostly catch the attention of all. Sometimes I ask myself, is it really true that the ups and downs can teach one to grow and perform the so-called ‘Human’s Evolution’? Maybe, in the near future, I will find out the so-called answer to that particular question that always drives me nuts. Yeah, sometimes I find myself quite crazy, as if I was going wild, cranky, insane, or even not being myself anymore. Well, maybe now I’m facing the down side of it. That’s why I’m creating this title. However, just who would be happy if you are feeling blue? Definitely not me! Whatever it is, I guess, I did what I can and what I must and most importantly, at least I try, by making the best out of it. My advised would be, don’t try to change something impossible that you really feel regret of, and don’t blame on yourself either. For your information, some errors are unavoidable and unpredictable as well. Not to mention, there is no known Mr. or Mrs. Perfect in this reality liked world. But most of all, it won’t be changed anyway. From my point of view, instead trying to change the impossible, why not try living with it, meaning live with your own regrets? Hey, things could be even worst you know? Sometimes, something is meant to be unknown and they are better off not knowing than knowing. It depends though, if it’s for the best of both worlds. I guess, try not to repeat the same mistake again is one solution. What I’m really trying to say is, at least now you know what you get as a result of your action. After that’s over, you won’t repeat the same thing again. Trust me; you won’t want to repeat that again. Dah, who would? If you know you will feel same regret on the same thing all over again? Who would be that stupid? So maybe it’s time for a change, try live with our regrets; maybe that will cure our future lives by making sure history won’t repeat itself. Well, as you know, a negative thinking is not a solution to anything or bringing benefits to anyone. One of my good friends once told me: "Forget the bad but keep the good as a prize for yourself." I think she might be pouring out something very interesting. Yeah, maybe the prize referring here is the solution to the missing puzzle. Anyway, I hope everyone will learn to forgive and forget; that goes to me as well. But come to think of it, it is really easier said than done. Still, I’m sticking to forgive and forget for a change. Well, I have been collecting meaningful phrases for some time, though I don’t have much in hand, I want to share a phrase that I’ve found in my colleges’ wall as it fits the title of the day. It goes like this: “People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” Yeah, it’s true, I totally agree with that phrase! Sometimes it’s not what people do to you, but it’s what people left after what they did to you. It is almost like leaving a scar on someone else, a deep dark scar. It’s a very selfish act, but fact remains, all human beings are somehow selfish in a way. Some may ask why. Why not try asking ourselves, are you willing to risk yourself, meaning by sacrificing yourself for the sake of others if it means SURVIVAL? As a, live or die dude? I guess not. If it is a yes, I don’t see that’s reasonable enough as you should have sacrificed yourself for others by now, not sitting down on a comfortable chair reading my blog. Well, hey, don’t get me wrong, after all, I’m just voicing out you know. Anyway, I think aiming for something higher, a far greater achievements is something people are searching all the while. However, there are times which we fall as we try to reach the “sky”, but that doesn’t mean it is impossible. Still, if it’s something ridiculously impossible like, I’m going to be a God tomorrow, then you will get responds that goes like this:”Dream on dude!” That is something similar to building castles in the air. There are also other things that are quite important. I guess it’s what we call a “promise”. There are times when I heard some saying that:”Rules are meant to be broken” but not promises, not that. Promises can be applied to a huge variety of choices. Some are for the others and some are for us. But take note that if you can’t handle something you think you can’t, don’t make your promises to both you and the others. Indeed, if you do, maybe you will lose something important and a mark will be deduced. A higher aim needs a person that keeps their promises as if they are keeping their gold, their treasure. I once receive something like a promise, well, it is, actually, and if I’m not wrong, I think it should be twice. Sadly to say, promises are easy to say, easier to make but hard to keep and to maintain. I hardly see someone who kept their promises solid these days, but I know there are, and there really are. It’s something more or liked, a talent, to me, I presume. Yeah, I guess I mean that as you can see, raw talent is rare stuff, but realization of raw talent is even rare. Oh man, sometime these rare businesses make me spins a lot. I guess both are rare to me! Still, every talent has to put in good use. Some goals or aims are only meant to be achieved by these talent holders as not everyone is capable of handling something. Anyway, everyone has its own abilities, and talent. Besides that, I think it’s not wrong or shame to start from zero. Like they said, the right way of going up is from zero to hero, there is no known shortcut to achieve a higher aim. If shortcuts are really put to use, I think you will see something extraordinary like the ones from the dramas- Hero to zero. Well, as for today, I might think that I’m overwhelming by something I somehow find it disrupting. I’m still learning, learning to upgrade myself as I proceed to a better standard. As higher aims in life needs higher discipline, I think I might still be lacking of it. Exams are just around the corner lately. Not to mention the assignments, oh man! It’s an eyesore. Blek!!! All in all, we all know rome was not build in one day, so best of luck to all and may your current aim now be a step closer to where you are currently standing…
Till then...(1230 W, new record)
Till then...(1230 W, new record)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Fallen Angle - The Devil
The devil rises again from the birth of a fallen angle...
(Therefore, back to square one, again, I guess...)
Still, a few "matches" tries to light up the candle in the demonizing darkness...
And surprisingly, that kept the core from total demonizing...
Thanks ^_^
(Therefore, back to square one, again, I guess...)
Still, a few "matches" tries to light up the candle in the demonizing darkness...
And surprisingly, that kept the core from total demonizing...
Thanks ^_^
Thursday, October 8, 2009
SOP (Different Version) =P
1.世界上没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人...
2.只要付出真心才会得到真心，却也能伤得彻底；保持距离就能保护自己，却注定永远寂寞...
3.通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人...
4.有时候不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重...
5.冷漠,有时并不是无情,只是一种避免被伤害的工具...
6.如果我们之间有1000步的距离,你只要跨出第一步,我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步...
7.为你的难过而快乐的是敌人,为你快乐而快乐的是朋友,为你难过而难过的就是那些应该放在心上的人...
8.就算是Believe中间也藏了一个Lie...
9.真正的朋友并不是在一起就会有聊不完的话题,而是在一起就算不讲话也不会感到尴尬...
10.朋友就是被你看透了也还能喜欢你的人...
2.只要付出真心才会得到真心，却也能伤得彻底；保持距离就能保护自己，却注定永远寂寞...
3.通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人...
4.有时候不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重...
5.冷漠,有时并不是无情,只是一种避免被伤害的工具...
6.如果我们之间有1000步的距离,你只要跨出第一步,我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步...
7.为你的难过而快乐的是敌人,为你快乐而快乐的是朋友,为你难过而难过的就是那些应该放在心上的人...
8.就算是Believe中间也藏了一个Lie...
9.真正的朋友并不是在一起就会有聊不完的话题,而是在一起就算不讲话也不会感到尴尬...
10.朋友就是被你看透了也还能喜欢你的人...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Treasure
杯子寂寞,
人倒进开水滚烫的感觉,
杯子想这是恋爱的感觉...
水变温了杯子便也觉得很舒服,
它想这也许是生活的感觉...
水变冷了,
杯子有些害怕,
也许这就是害怕失去的感觉...
水彻底的变冷了,
杯子很难受,
便想把水倒出来...
水终于被倒出来了,
杯子感到很舒服...
担当杯子不小心掉在地上摔成碎片的那一瞬间,
它猛然间发现每一个碎片上居然都还留有水的痕迹...
这时它才明白原来自己还是很爱水的,
于是它想再完整地爱一次水...
可是却已经不可能了...
所以,请珍惜身边的人...
人倒进开水滚烫的感觉,
杯子想这是恋爱的感觉...
水变温了杯子便也觉得很舒服,
它想这也许是生活的感觉...
水变冷了,
杯子有些害怕,
也许这就是害怕失去的感觉...
水彻底的变冷了,
杯子很难受,
便想把水倒出来...
水终于被倒出来了,
杯子感到很舒服...
担当杯子不小心掉在地上摔成碎片的那一瞬间,
它猛然间发现每一个碎片上居然都还留有水的痕迹...
这时它才明白原来自己还是很爱水的,
于是它想再完整地爱一次水...
可是却已经不可能了...
所以,请珍惜身边的人...
Monday, October 5, 2009
Envy
Why do people have to envy others?
This is a question to all, well, maybe…
Envy, it may be a good thing but sometimes it may be a bad thing one way or the other…
Well, sometimes I wonder why things have to be that way. Questions like, why him? Why me? Why you? Why them? Why her? Why? Why? Why? It drives me nuts and I don’t feel right…
It’s not a very good feeling though, I mean if you are envying someone who is your friend or maybe even somebody who isn’t actually your friend, I’m sure it is all the same…
I am going insane X_x sooner or later…
I’m kinda envying a person now, frankly speaking, it has been some time and it kinda bothers me a lot, mentally...
Well, it’s kinda funny to put it in actual words but I just don’t like it!
Haha, though it is what I feel, but to others, it is definitely not a problem, in fact they are going quite well with that…
There was a time which a person get what I mean accurately…
Still, that person is the same as the others…
Sometimes I may feel that I’m kinda stupid to even envy that person, instead, I think I should just forget about it and carry on my daily routine…
I know; this is not my piece of Greenland, not my cup of tea in the café and most of all, not my kind of place…
Although the fact remains, I had tried several times, or maybe more, trying to change the fact, struggling, and yet maintaining myself at the same time…
What kept me running all this while was actually my determination…
To tell the truth, being somebody else is something not right and also, it is hard to become somebody you are not…
It has been some time since the last I started to fake things out, trying to fit things and make things right…
Guess what, nothing change, disappointment is what I receive and what I learn by faking things out…
There are times where I stop my foot and start to think about all the possibility, how I wish things could be different…
Everything is in vain, that’s all I could conclude…
Today, I get to hear something that is quite an impact to me, well, kinda…
Actually, I get to understand the point that person was trying to tell, but sadly to say, I guess it was meant just for me…
Well, I’m kinda surprise to see that what that person’s saying was just mire WORDS to me, as another version is being showed to the others…
I was going like, what the hack?! Oh well, find then…
Maybe I was not good at those as I was really not good at those…
Camouflage, well, I guess I’m quite use to it, wearing a camouflage suit that is actually natural to me…
There are limits to everything, so does expiry dates for almost everything in this world, everything will vanish in time as time consumes everything in our lives…
Maybe it’s time for me to put a standstill to those silly things that I’ve been trying to do mainly to change…
Everything was in vain although months of trying…
Blank…
Nothing has change so far, and not even a thing seems effective around me…
Just when I think things is worst enough; a second One enters the stage unexpectedly…
Oh my God…
Things are really getting out of control for me…
Calm down, that’s what I told myself…
What I could say is it’s almost as bad as the first One for me…
I really think that things are not what I imagine it would be…
Still, I’m the one that seems to feel uncomfortable about it, so I don’t really feel that it is good for me to complain…
Everyone has their advantage…
Maybe I’m really like what I said I was…
Not really good at that…
Oh well, it’s not right for me to blame the others actually…
Maybe it is my own fault for the things that I’m feeling uncomfortable currently…
I’m trying not to blame the others…
As it is so wrong…
So I just wanna cast everything aside now…
I guess being me is the best solution to this…
So here I go, again…
This is not my place; this is not the place where I should go, and this is not what I want…
No one understands…
No one see the difference I try to make…
No one notices…
No one cares…
And no one even bother to ask, sometimes…
Yeah, maybe I’m just not fit to be there…
Maybe, maybe…
I’m tired of trying now, and I’m feed up of trying either…
Nothing makes sense…
Maybe I’m not trying hard enough…
But who cares, well, I don’t, and I mean now…
I might as well get my studies polished and make my way to the finish line ASAP…
As for this, maybe I will start to find greener grass where I could once again go wild like the horses do in the green fields…
Maybe there, I won’t feel like I’m nobody…
Maybe there, I will make something better out of it…
Maybe there, I will get others understanding more…
Maybe there, I will get other’s acceptation…
And maybe there, I will get my attention…
I am still searching…
I am still wondering without direction…
I am still a lone wolf…
I am still a camouflaged dragon…
And I am still myself…
I hope to find my place like I do at my hometown…
I simply felt warmer there…
It’s not whose fault and no one is to be blame actually…
One man’s meat is another man’s poison…
At least, that’s more or less something that I have heard before from my teachers…
Fact still remains as a fact in this cruel world…
Frankly speaking, after some time, I don’t think envy is the right word anymore, admiring is so much more accurate now…
I guess there is no point to envy or even to admire…
It won’t lead anyone anywhere…
Still, funny to say, this lone wolf still have a buddy, and I think I was so clear about others…
Haha, well, it’s really a blissful thing to say…
At least there is one, I guess, better than none…
There is a slight possibility that things might not be as bad as I think it was…
Well, I just wanna become the regular me…
Whether do I get the acceptation from the others, well, it depends now…
I’m really too lazy to even care about it now…
I had tried, but I never succeed, ever?
And I'm too tired...
No matter…
Maybe things may turn out well in the future, who knows…
See'ya ^_^
This is a question to all, well, maybe…
Envy, it may be a good thing but sometimes it may be a bad thing one way or the other…
Well, sometimes I wonder why things have to be that way. Questions like, why him? Why me? Why you? Why them? Why her? Why? Why? Why? It drives me nuts and I don’t feel right…
It’s not a very good feeling though, I mean if you are envying someone who is your friend or maybe even somebody who isn’t actually your friend, I’m sure it is all the same…
I am going insane X_x sooner or later…
I’m kinda envying a person now, frankly speaking, it has been some time and it kinda bothers me a lot, mentally...
Well, it’s kinda funny to put it in actual words but I just don’t like it!
Haha, though it is what I feel, but to others, it is definitely not a problem, in fact they are going quite well with that…
There was a time which a person get what I mean accurately…
Still, that person is the same as the others…
Sometimes I may feel that I’m kinda stupid to even envy that person, instead, I think I should just forget about it and carry on my daily routine…
I know; this is not my piece of Greenland, not my cup of tea in the café and most of all, not my kind of place…
Although the fact remains, I had tried several times, or maybe more, trying to change the fact, struggling, and yet maintaining myself at the same time…
What kept me running all this while was actually my determination…
To tell the truth, being somebody else is something not right and also, it is hard to become somebody you are not…
It has been some time since the last I started to fake things out, trying to fit things and make things right…
Guess what, nothing change, disappointment is what I receive and what I learn by faking things out…
There are times where I stop my foot and start to think about all the possibility, how I wish things could be different…
Everything is in vain, that’s all I could conclude…
Today, I get to hear something that is quite an impact to me, well, kinda…
Actually, I get to understand the point that person was trying to tell, but sadly to say, I guess it was meant just for me…
Well, I’m kinda surprise to see that what that person’s saying was just mire WORDS to me, as another version is being showed to the others…
I was going like, what the hack?! Oh well, find then…
Maybe I was not good at those as I was really not good at those…
Camouflage, well, I guess I’m quite use to it, wearing a camouflage suit that is actually natural to me…
There are limits to everything, so does expiry dates for almost everything in this world, everything will vanish in time as time consumes everything in our lives…
Maybe it’s time for me to put a standstill to those silly things that I’ve been trying to do mainly to change…
Everything was in vain although months of trying…
Blank…
Nothing has change so far, and not even a thing seems effective around me…
Just when I think things is worst enough; a second One enters the stage unexpectedly…
Oh my God…
Things are really getting out of control for me…
Calm down, that’s what I told myself…
What I could say is it’s almost as bad as the first One for me…
I really think that things are not what I imagine it would be…
Still, I’m the one that seems to feel uncomfortable about it, so I don’t really feel that it is good for me to complain…
Everyone has their advantage…
Maybe I’m really like what I said I was…
Not really good at that…
Oh well, it’s not right for me to blame the others actually…
Maybe it is my own fault for the things that I’m feeling uncomfortable currently…
I’m trying not to blame the others…
As it is so wrong…
So I just wanna cast everything aside now…
I guess being me is the best solution to this…
So here I go, again…
This is not my place; this is not the place where I should go, and this is not what I want…
No one understands…
No one see the difference I try to make…
No one notices…
No one cares…
And no one even bother to ask, sometimes…
Yeah, maybe I’m just not fit to be there…
Maybe, maybe…
I’m tired of trying now, and I’m feed up of trying either…
Nothing makes sense…
Maybe I’m not trying hard enough…
But who cares, well, I don’t, and I mean now…
I might as well get my studies polished and make my way to the finish line ASAP…
As for this, maybe I will start to find greener grass where I could once again go wild like the horses do in the green fields…
Maybe there, I won’t feel like I’m nobody…
Maybe there, I will make something better out of it…
Maybe there, I will get others understanding more…
Maybe there, I will get other’s acceptation…
And maybe there, I will get my attention…
I am still searching…
I am still wondering without direction…
I am still a lone wolf…
I am still a camouflaged dragon…
And I am still myself…
I hope to find my place like I do at my hometown…
I simply felt warmer there…
It’s not whose fault and no one is to be blame actually…
One man’s meat is another man’s poison…
At least, that’s more or less something that I have heard before from my teachers…
Fact still remains as a fact in this cruel world…
Frankly speaking, after some time, I don’t think envy is the right word anymore, admiring is so much more accurate now…
I guess there is no point to envy or even to admire…
It won’t lead anyone anywhere…
Still, funny to say, this lone wolf still have a buddy, and I think I was so clear about others…
Haha, well, it’s really a blissful thing to say…
At least there is one, I guess, better than none…
There is a slight possibility that things might not be as bad as I think it was…
Well, I just wanna become the regular me…
Whether do I get the acceptation from the others, well, it depends now…
I’m really too lazy to even care about it now…
I had tried, but I never succeed, ever?
And I'm too tired...
No matter…
Maybe things may turn out well in the future, who knows…
See'ya ^_^
Friday, October 2, 2009
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Hi again...
As for today, there isn't much to write =p
Just feel like updating it, that's all...
Some of my friends in TPG is almost having there SPM...
I would like to wish them luck and all the best ^_^
And as for tomoro's activity...
Guys in TPG, I'm so sorry, can't go back la...
So sorry...
So I have to celebrate mooncake festival by doing my assignment =p
Hahaha, sounds almost like assignment festival xD
Well, I still thought today got people wanna go K box lo...
But sadly to say, it's just my imagination =_="
It's been a while since I went there, wish I could have a chance to go there again often like last time...
Moreover, I hope my NS friends can date me out to K soon =p
Hohoho, can't wait to party with them xD
Haha, just a normal day for me, today...
Come back, bath, play games for a while, sleep, wake up and have dinner...
And now, write about it...
^_^ Prom night, I'm looking forward to iT ^_^
As for today, there isn't much to write =p
Just feel like updating it, that's all...
Some of my friends in TPG is almost having there SPM...
I would like to wish them luck and all the best ^_^
And as for tomoro's activity...
Guys in TPG, I'm so sorry, can't go back la...
So sorry...
So I have to celebrate mooncake festival by doing my assignment =p
Hahaha, sounds almost like assignment festival xD
Well, I still thought today got people wanna go K box lo...
But sadly to say, it's just my imagination =_="
It's been a while since I went there, wish I could have a chance to go there again often like last time...
Moreover, I hope my NS friends can date me out to K soon =p
Hohoho, can't wait to party with them xD
Haha, just a normal day for me, today...
Come back, bath, play games for a while, sleep, wake up and have dinner...
And now, write about it...
^_^ Prom night, I'm looking forward to iT ^_^
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