Improvements

Now I finally go deeper in my understanding towards' ya...
Still, everything is currently at a standstill, and there is a chance of turning back with a stab invisibly though, currently ready for everything I encounter because of strong self determination =p
Environment-"the condition that you work in and the way they influence how one feel or effectively one works"...
One can find the definition of "Environment" in the dictionary anytime and anywhere as long as they have a dictionary in their hands...
Well, environment, it's something I think, very powerful and dreadful, if you put it in a sort of long term direct contact...
One can be influence badly or maybe good in a way just by depending on the environment they are in contact with...
The influence applied to it is none other than both physically and mentally...
Not to mention, the needs of one is depend on the environment as well...
As different environment means the different needs for example to overcome the current condition or to protect one from harm, physically and mentally...
When one is so use to the environment they are currently in but suddenly, a sudden change is applied, I bet, one will not except the change immediately instead, a performing of defensive mechanism is active prior...
Oh how I wish things are as easy as it looks in fantasy, but fantasy is always something too good to be real in the reality; to put it in words for a better understanding-it doesn't exist, because reality is always cruel, both inside and out...
So, as a nutshell to "Environment", I think environment is so powerful in its influencing mechanism that I could put it in a way that it actually effects One's life, destiny and choices in reality...
Sad to say that it's a fact...
Also a fact that I'm currently facing in life...
It'll be a one way trip to hell or heaven when it comes to the choices we make in our life...
No one can be blame as it's our choice, and everyone has a different answer for every question and needs...
All in all, I can finally put everything into sense that things won't go as smooth as it sounds like in words and in fantasy dreams, damn cruel, Reality!!!
There are tons of influence and blockage in our life that we have to force our way through, it won't be an easy trip though, it's always beyond our limitation, well, in order to achieve the desire we are dying for...
Haha, that is, if someone is that serious in everything xD
Well, we hardly see that kind of people in this era though...
More importantly, don't ever lie to ourself or you will regret for life...
That is what i always been telling and reminding myself in everyday life...
Have confident in ourself and don't ever over seal ourself from everything especially the emotional line stream...
In my way of putting the emotional stream-it's the road to everything wonderful in life...
One will never get the meaning of it unless they try it on their own, of course...
Sad to say, this cruel world is always suppressing it, and that is why many fell and desperation befalls...
Therefore, management is needed for maximization...
So, that's all for today, good luck in everyday life and May god bless ever being in this cruel world of reality...