Disadvantage

Don't know why I felt different this few days as if things are going the wrong way for me although I didn't mean it. The disadvantage keeps knocking on my door and I'm really done for, quite. Life is not easy, seems like I've been torn to pieces, just like a paper, just like a broken glass. Sometimes I may feel lost for a second, as if I have lost a fragment of myself, a missing piece in the puzzle, a hole in my heart, empty, lost, and found again for the time being. Life is cruel, Life is hard, and it's not easy. Still, confrontation is my answer. If we see the same particular things in a different way, maybe, just maybe, we will see the goodness of that particular "thing". One way or the another, I will still grab hold to myself and make a path for myself bare-handed. The road which is chosen by me, myself, it must go on, if there's a start, there's an end. Although things starting to befall on me in a disadvantage way, yet I still think this is just the start of a new me in life. I bet everyone may have experience something more or less the same in their daily life, and I, no we, are just a small fragment which occupied the so-called life's stage - It's like an acting, it's like a show, although it's hard and it may even hurt you heavily & deep, it still have to go on; time will not stop for anyone of us in this universe, neither will it run faster for those who is suffering; the right and the proper way of doing something is always the hard way, it takes more than just brains, muscles and guts to walk that path. The one who manage to control, manage and disciplin themselves to the right path is the one who will really succeed in life. Have we ever though before? That everyone has the same amount of time and same amount of brain cells, but what makes a person succeed in life? Succeed in life is not something you can see only through a physically perspective, true succession in life brings true meaning of life, meaning of living, to overcome our weakness and to find your true self, that's what i think. Though success in life is everyone's dream, it has always been a rough road, a pain in the ass and the needle in the eye. Though knowing that, we still have to move on although things are in a disadvantage position for us. Be strong as "you are lonely only when you are alone, but that will never happen because you will always have yourself; if you like yourself, you will never get lonely". "A positive anything is better than a negative nothing"......
Be strong, be strong...